I only mean to say that I have a feeling that it never was intended I should live long. I'm not like the rest of you. I never wanted to go away, and the hard part now is the leaving you all. I'm not afraid, but it seems as if I should be homesick for you even in heaven.
Oh, no! Just saw this thread, and would like to extend my sincere sympathy & prayers to all of you...I know how difficult it can be...please PM me if you need to talk at all...