I am so excited. A week or two I got an email from my Dad's youngest sister. She is only about 10 years older then me. Anyway, she finally got a computer and email. Yea a little bit behind technology but I am so excited. We have been talking a good bit and today, her daughter called me. When I was 7 she was born and I would spend my summer's in Louisiana. Well, I would carry her around everywhere and she was so spoiled to me. I don't talk to my family much, I have not spoken to her since Christmas. She told me she will be 30 on June 2nd and she is depressed, well it hit me. That is the anniversary of my Dad's death. I guess i was too numb that day to remember. So, we made a promise to talk on that day, she can support me and I can tell her she's not old and the 30s are the good years. Wow 3 years already. It will be a sad day, but also a happy one for the memories of him and for the happier person I've become. He would be happy for me.