Hi, (again). I'm confused more and more as each day goes by. I feel like a 3rd person in life altogether like the sky is not really blue but green for me. I feel stiff inside and don't know what I'm supposed to feel or what I"m supposed to think about. I was watching a talk show on youtube with Tom selleck on it and he was talking about his anniversary about how he was in NYC and his wife was in CA with HER dogs. They are married for 30 so years and the dogs are "HERS?" I thought if you were married for 30 years the dogs would be "their's" or "ours." I don't have any connection w/ anyone and don't feel 'Normal." I went to the dr's and I feel like no one is really listening to me. I feel like I literally gone crazy. I don't feel anything... Never tired, never hungry, never thirsty. Like I"m alone and everyone is against me. Every time we have a conversation it feels like everyone takes the other person's side. . I feel like I'm blind because i can see but I don't experiance anything like I don't trust what I see, and don't trust my own instincts. . I feel like nothing registers and everything goes in one ear out the other. Like today at dinner. I was feeling nothing but apparently my dad was saying I was in a bad mood. I wasn't in a bad mood. Everytime i bring something up to my parents, my dad gets mad and always tells me to get a job, and my mom "shh's" me. . I don't know what to do anymore. People who don't know me, says "that doesn't sound like you," like they actually know who i am. I don't know who I am, let alone other people do? I don't feel emotions any more. Like Someone could die and I wouldn't care. All I hear is people complaining about stuff. I just don't understand.