Chemical alley part 4

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he sighed. He reached up and turned the door handle undoing the latch and letting the door open. He stayed where he was on the floor.

Dawn: "I'm sorry, sweetheart." She kneeled next to him and put her hand on his shoulder.

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "I'm sorry, sweetheart." She kneeled next to him and put her hand on his shoulder.

Jordan: he reached out and pushed the door closed. "for what? You didn't do anything" he said quietly "I just have to get used to the fact that for the rest of my life I'll have times when I can't control myself and launch into panic attacks. That I'll start shaking so much I can't even stand up. That these memories that haunt me will haunt me forever" he looked down.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he reached out and pushed the door closed. "for what? You didn't do anything" he said quietly "I just have to get used to the fact that for the rest of my life I'll have times when I can't control myself and launch into panic attacks. That I'll start shaking so much I can't even stand up. That these memories that haunt me will haunt me forever" he looked down.

Dawn: "No, no. That isn't it at all, honey. You'll-" she sighed. "You'll be okay. The doctors can explain it better."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "No, no. That isn't it at all, honey. You'll-" she sighed. "You'll be okay. The doctors can explain it better."

Jordan: "I don't want to go to the doctors. I don't." he quickly wrapped his arms around her hugging her "I'm so scared, Dawn."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "I don't want to go to the doctors. I don't." he quickly wrapped his arms around her hugging her "I'm so scared, Dawn."

Dawn: "Oh, honey." She pulled him into her lap and cradled him. "I know." She kissed his forehead. "It will all be okay. Marcus has a disorder and is okay. If you do have it, it's not like it's going to change you."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "Oh, honey." She pulled him into her lap and cradled him. "I know." She kissed his forehead. "It will all be okay. Marcus has a disorder and is okay. If you do have it, it's not like it's going to change you."

Jordan: he nodded. "but, if I do have it and these panic attacks aren't going to go away I'll have to tell people. No one knows. Besides everyone who lives here, and Marina. People will see me differently."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he nodded. "but, if I do have it and these panic attacks aren't going to go away I'll have to tell people. No one knows. Besides everyone who lives here, and Marina. People will see me differently."

Dawn: "You don't need to tell anyone but your teachers and your nurse. If anything happens, they'll get you out of class." She rubbed his back.

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "You don't need to tell anyone but your teachers and your nurse. If anything happens, they'll get you out of class." She rubbed his back.

Jordan: he nodded "okay. Am I going to the doctors now?"

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he nodded "okay. Am I going to the doctors now?"

Dawn: "I think so, yes." She stood with him in her arms. It was strange that she was strong enough to hold him.

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "I think so, yes." She stood with him in her arms. It was strange that she was strong enough to hold him.

Jordan: he put his legs down on the ground "I can walk." he put his arm around her looking down.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he put his legs down on the ground "I can walk." he put his arm around her looking down.

Dawn: "Okay. Sorry." She hugged him. "It's going to be okay."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "Okay. Sorry." She hugged him. "It's going to be okay."

Jordan: he hugged her back and nodded "okay. Promise you won't leave me."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he hugged her back and nodded "okay. Promise you won't leave me."

Dawn: "I would never even think about it."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "I would never even think about it."

Jordan: "alright." he held her hand and walked out of his room.

Caroline: "hi, honey. Do you want to go now?"

Jordan: he shook his head "no."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "alright." he held her hand and walked out of his room. Caroline: "hi, honey. Do you want to go now?" Jordan: he shook his head "no."

Dawn: "We should, just to get it over with." She squeezed his hand.

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "We should, just to get it over with." She squeezed his hand.

Jordan: he nodded "okay. Yeah, let's just go."

Caroline: she hugged him "you're okay." she grabbed the keys and walked to the door and out to the car.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he nodded "okay. Yeah, let's just go." Caroline: she hugged him "you're okay." she grabbed the keys and walked to the door and out to the car.

Dawn: "Honey, do you want to sit in the back with me?"

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "Honey, do you want to sit in the back with me?"

Jordan: he nodded as an answer and climbed into the back seat.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he nodded as an answer and climbed into the back seat.

Dawn: She wrapped her arms around him. "Relax."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: She wrapped her arms around him. "Relax."

Jordan: he nodded. He took a deep breathe. "I'm trying."

Caroline: she started the car and drove to the doctor's office.