becka
<font color=green>Proud Mommy of sweet Nathan and
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Blah! I am just in a really bad mood today. I might have normally used this as an excuse to eat whatever I wanted (the thought has crossed my mind a few times today and the day is not even over) but instead I have been forcing myself to continue making better choices. They have not been fantastic choices but they were legal choices on my plan. (Muffin (6 pts) instead or a sausage/cheese croissant or biscuits and gravy; KFC chicken strips and mashed potatoes (11 pts) instead of a big burger and fries or a fried fish platter, etc.).
The think is that I have found myself almost feeling "mad" or "annoyed" at myself about making the better decisions.
It is like the old, poor choice making me is still trapped inside and is really PO'd that this healthier version of myself still has control even when I am in a bad mood.
I am hoping that when I get in a better mood I can take comfort in the fact that so far today I have kept it together. I also hope this all pays off on Monday because I really want to lose a pound and get my 35 lb. clippie -- then I can feel proud!
The think is that I have found myself almost feeling "mad" or "annoyed" at myself about making the better decisions.
It is like the old, poor choice making me is still trapped inside and is really PO'd that this healthier version of myself still has control even when I am in a bad mood.I am hoping that when I get in a better mood I can take comfort in the fact that so far today I have kept it together. I also hope this all pays off on Monday because I really want to lose a pound and get my 35 lb. clippie -- then I can feel proud!
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Just think!! A couple of weeks ago, you were at 25 and now you are almost ready to get your 35 pound clippie!!! You are movin' on!!!