The rules are pretty crazy and random. No one knows that more than the people who work in those facilities and are struggling to keep up with and follow all the rules so they don't lose their licenses.
I feel your frustration. I'm sorry for what you are going through. Please know I get your pain. I've been struggling to write this through a veil of tears because this is such a painful subject for me. I've started over several times.
The rules don't make sense. I can meet my parents outside the door and put them in my car if they need to go to the doctor, but I can't see them inside the door or in their room. Total strangers can take care of them simply by wearing a mask but I can not. However, they have to draw lines somewhere and in almost every situation lines drawn can seem random. Basically it has to qualify as an "emergency" for us to see our parents. We had to pay a crew to pack and move mom from assisted to join my dad memory care. We did it all without me ever stepping foot in either place and I have yet to see the room my mom has been living in since June. (At least they're together now, she couldn't even visit him from March until she moved to be with him in June!) I've seen dad once and mom twice to take them to the doctor, but otherwise it has been on the phone or driving 425 miles each way just to wave at their windows since this started. Even when I drove down to take mom to the doctor, I had to just wave at dad and vice versa.
I've know the administration and most of the staff at my parent's place for three years. I can feel their pain as they are helping us navigate this. They know me and I can tell it hurts them because they know I was a regular visitor and now can't come. They are heroes in my book for sticking it out through the ins and outs of this to protect the most vulnerable. They are not trying to hurt us, they're trying to follow the ever changing list of rules they've been given to keep people safe.
This is HARD! But this is COVID 19. I feel fortunate that they live somewhere that is following all the rules for their protection. The more hard core they are, the safer my parents are. They are comfortable and well cared for. I am ready for whatever happens with my parents, but having them pass on alone in hospital unable to breathe is not what I want for them. (So glad visitors are now allowed at the end!)
Meanwhile, I've barely seen my parents since March and no end in sight until this thing goes away or they get put on Hospice.