Awww.
Ive had that happen before to someone I loved.
The funeral was so beautiful though.
The preacher (or someone) said
" Its the hardest type of death do deal with because all you want to do is just wonder 'why' and it hurts you. I mean if someone was sick you could see it comeing, or if someone died of old age you knew they lived a long life. but to die of choice..its so...puzzling"
Something along those lines.