A Bittersweet Goodbye..The story of my breeding experience(Long)

Dax

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Many here have seen my threads of my pugs. Here is the full story of the experience...


It all began in Sept when the vet told me Zelda may be pregnant. She also said it could be a false pregnancy. We hoped and wished it was, because at that time, we didnt think we were ready for babies.

Fast Forward to Nov 11. Zelda is very much pregnant, I can tell that now. She is due in another week or so, or so we think. We have been doing what we can to be ready of the big arrival. I am in my office, playing an online game with my husband. I look over at the dog, and she is acting funny, nesting on the waterbed. I move her to a different location, to the kitchen, she runs into her crate.

15 mins later, Puppy #1 has arrived. Just like that. I spring into action, nervous as I am not sure I know what to do. I clear the sac, and see that it is a girl. She is breathing. Mother is scared out of her mind, and wants nothing to do with baby.

Over the next hour, puppies 2 and 3 are born. Another girl, and a boy. We think it is all over, as the vet believed there were only 3. Well was she ever wrong! 2 hrs later, labor starts again, and we get puppy 4 and 5. Both girls. I am happy I have 5 puppies all doing very well. Mom is fine, just not interested in babies. I force her to nurse though, and all seems well.

We fast forward yet again to Wed night, about midnight. Zelda had decided she wanted to sleep with us. Fine. She is VERY restless, and both hubby and i have to get up early. I place her back in the crate. She looks like she has to go out, so I let her out. She is out about 10 mins, she comes back in, and we all go to bed. Hubby wakes up at 6am for work and rushes back in the bedroom. It seems as if she gave birth again!!! Yes there was a baby in the middle of my kitchen floor. Cold, but alive! I rush her to the others to get her warmed up. I then get a gut feeling to go outside. Sadly, when I do, I found puppy#6. She had passed away. This was my first real loss. I felt sooooo responsible. Vet said it was ok, not my fault. Had no way of knowing. We bury her in the yard.

The puppies are now 2 weeks. Puppy #7 has been named Miracle and is the runt. She is doing good though. Sadly, one of the other girls isnt. She dies in my hand at 2 weeks old. I cried for hours. How could I have done such a bad job? What could I have done different? The vet said there was nothing that could have been done. Hubby and I name her Peach, and she too is buried. I still hurt thinking about her.

I know refocus my efforts. I have 5 babies depending on ME. Mom wants nothing to do with them, I have to force her to nurse. The pups are handled all the time. We talk to them. We tell them we love them. They THRIVE!!!

The day the first one opened her eyes was one of the best days of the whole experience. I watched her stumble around with renewed purpose. One by one, they all began to open there eyes, until all had them open. It was wonderful. They were becoming more active, and harder to control. We improvised the sleeping arrangment, and began weaning, as mom was not producing milk. By 5 weeks old, all were weaned but Miracle. We had decided to keep the only male also, and named him Wario on Thanksgiving weekend.

Soon came the day when i put the add in the paper. I received many calls. I screened them, and found the best possible owners. They all came and picked out there babies, and named them. Rosie, Maggie, and the final White Paws, which is just a nickname for her from us. I tried not to think of the day when they all would leave me.

For the next few weeks, my hubby and I cared for them. We taught them what we could. We got attached. That was the biggest mistake I think we made, but how can you care and not get attached. It happens to people who foster dogs and cats, why not breeders to. I feel it made me a more careful breeder. we brought them outside and let them romp around for the first time. We had a great time with them. I would miss them terribly. They all were showing there personalities. They would be great pets. I knew that now.

The day finally came for the first to go home. Maggie. She was going to a retired couple. I knew she ould be well loved in her new home. I printed up everything she would need. When she arrived, I let all the babies play with one of her toys, and rub on her blanket. Then I did the hardest thing....I said goodbye. Once she was gone, I looked at the remianing 4, and they seemed to sense something was up. I went out to run errands to keep from breaking down.

Finally the day to send the others off arrived. Rosie first. I met her new brother, Sam, who is the cutest I have ever seen. She came loaded with questions, and I answered them all. I said goodbye to Rosie. Soon after, White Paws's new parents came. I said goodbye again. I almost lost it. When she was gone I picked up Wario, hugged him, and let a tear drip in his fur. I had raised my first litter, and just sent them off into the world. I had done it.

As I write this, I look back on it and think it was VERY rewarding. Would I do it again, maybe. But I thank all of you for the help I received in raising and getting through this. I couldnt have done it alone. I will miss all of "my" puppies, as that is how I see them, but I know they are in great forever homes now.
 
Aww, that was so nice. I know how you feel. When we had our first stray cat have a littler here a few years ago, I cried like a baby when the kittens went to new homes. I felt like I was giving away my kids!

One of the girls that took two of them sent me a picture at Christmas time. Maybe you could ask the new owners of your puppies to do the same.

Roberta
 
I could never let my dogs have puppies. I would never be able to give them up and I would end up with 101 poodles..lol (New Disney movie!)

I dread the day that it's time to send the baby birds to their new owners :(

I posted a message to you on the thread with the Pug Picture. Be sure to read it and get us your info :)
 
I know how difficult it is! We had a litter of seven, and when it came time to give them to the breeder(sire owner) DH cried and cried. I said to him, "what did you think...we were going to keep them?".He said yes!?? It was a great experience, but I would never do it again! Too much work!
 

My Jack Russell had pups unexpectedly. We were going to give the puppies away to good homes and had many inquiries about adoption from all of our neighbors (we did not advertise). We became so attached to the puppies that we kept them (there are only three in my case). We already had two dogs before this. Now we had four small dogs and one large dog in the house at one time and that can be a handful. Bedtime is chaos. Four dogs in the bed ( the big one stays on the floor)!!! I know some folks don't believe in dogs in the house much less in the bed. I have always slept with a dog (no it ain't my wife). You did great and now a few people have some great best friends out there due to you and your dog. You have given someone a very special gift that they will cherish the rest of their lives just as you love and cherish your dogs. You have shared a bond that is almost too hard to explain. The love of a dog and it's owner can be beyond description. It is only slightly less than the love of ones child. Now you know why I am Dawgfan. It ain't just cause them Jawja Bulldawgs!
 
Awww, that made me cry! That is a sweet and touching story.

That's how I ended up with 4 cats! My cat had three kittens and when it came time to part with them, it broke my heart, so I kept all three. LOL! I'm a sap for any baby with big eyes, what can I say. :p
 
Oh my gosh! Look at those puppies!!!!! I would have kept them too!!!!!!! I gotta show Leota those babies!
 
long post, but since there so cute I wont call the long post police
 
<font color=navy>Thank you for sharing your heartwarming puppy story with us. It's hard to believe that they are already in their new homes... it seems they were just born.
 
how very sweet


(edit to add a big THANK YOU to everyone who was MOVED by my signature, also my bumper sticker, also a saying well-known by anyone who knows anything about pet rescue and overpopulation. Hope you all sleep well! Many puppies and kitties are finally resting well tonight as well.)
 
Oh what a loving story. You are certainly a wonderful person for sharing your love. It is hard to let go for sure.
 
What a heart warming story!!! My son had noticed your puppy clip art last night . He thought they were so-o-o cute and he's 16 and doesn't say that word too often (except maybe about girls!!;) )
 








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