cabanafrau
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- May 10, 2006
And if we're really honest with ourselves, we're not always perfect friends, either.
I tell my daughter this all the time.
OP, you never answered my question, but I see in a post above that you answered it indirectly; that your friend has changed.
Mental illnesses like depression are as serious and deserving of our empathy as any other illness.
I'd suggest you simply talk to your friend after the wedding is over, and listen to what she has to say. Ask her if she's depressed. You might be surprised to hear what she says. Maybe it will be therapeutic for her. Maybe it will be therapeutic for you. It sound like you've both been going through some difficult times, but apart, not together. After your talk you can think about it for a while and decide what you want to do. But ask the hard questions of both her and yourself before you walk away from a friendship of that length. Just my .02.
Enjoy the wedding.
This is the only rational reason I came up with regarding your friend's behavior.
Just do not see the motherofthebridezilla syndrome in OP that others do. I think the friend understood very well OP's state of mind and the circumstances of the wedding/how desired her presence was on multiple levels. If the friend is functioning well enough to be doing as much socializing as she has, and posting about it on Facebook, she's functional enough to understand she needed to suck it up for her friend. In the end what was being asked was to come celebrate the marriage of the daughter of a friend, both parties to whom she has been close for a long time. Part two of the ask was to enjoy a meal and some conversation -- two things her Facebook seem to demonstrate she is both capable of and enjoys. To suggest OP is being overly demanding and has no right to feel the sting here is nonsense.
A talk to clear the air isn't a bad idea. Let enough time pass to be ready to be "over it" on your own terms, without any input from your friend. Keep the conversation calm and on point. No alcohol involved. Make room for your friend's issues, but do not allow her to spin a cloak of woe exonerating her of any responsibility. Openly own up to your shortcomings. I'd lay odds your friend will do any and everything in her power to avoid this conversation if she realizes you're not going to cave into pity for her and you're not going to lose it and tell her off. Both of those options allow her the opportunity to make this your fault. If she senses you want to get anywhere close to the truth in a calm, reasoned way she will evaporate.