RyMacJ
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- Nov 24, 2010
Thank you all so much for your thoughtful and kind advice. I think I have known the writing was on the wall for years...but it takes a lot to actually act on things, especially with your own mom, you know?
I am not going to have a sit down with her. It will not go well, even if it were just a phone conversation. The next time I will see her will be at my daughter's pre-school graduation this Sunday. I will play that by ear. If she plays nice, fine. If she starts in with the drama and guilt trips and passive aggessive blame game, I will simply tell her that these things have to stop or she will not see me anymore, and I will walk away. That is the plan right now, anyway.
One thing I haven't really thought about is how it will affect my girls as they get older. They are only 4 and 6 right now, but I can see how in the future she will treat them the same way she has treated me. I think about it now and there have already been little things. Like, "don't you love me more than (other grandmother)" "aren't I your favorite" and then the pouty lip and fake boo hooing if they don't respond in the way she wants. It's only happened a couple of times, but I can see that leading down the exact same path, and that will NOT be happening anymore. If there is anything I will not roll over and let her do, it is treat my kids like that.
Hugs to all of you who are going or have gone through similar situations. It is hard when it is your family. I have stopped talking to other family...such as a cousin who is 26 and on her fourth child with a fourth man and just acts like trash and her poor kids see and hear I don't know what. I don't speak or communicate at all with her, and it was hard, because I feel sorry for her children. But I don't want her around MY children, and they come first. So, I'm not one of those who thinks family sticks together through thick and thin. Yes, if you have a great relationship with your family, absolutely. But you do not get to choose your family, and I'm not all about having people in my life that I would not surround myself with if they were not flesh and blood. It's harder when it's your mom, or both parents (my father is no saint himself, but he is not nearly as bad as she is), but I will have to suck it up and do what is best for myself, my DH, and our children.
Cross your fingers for me on Sunday!
I am not going to have a sit down with her. It will not go well, even if it were just a phone conversation. The next time I will see her will be at my daughter's pre-school graduation this Sunday. I will play that by ear. If she plays nice, fine. If she starts in with the drama and guilt trips and passive aggessive blame game, I will simply tell her that these things have to stop or she will not see me anymore, and I will walk away. That is the plan right now, anyway.
One thing I haven't really thought about is how it will affect my girls as they get older. They are only 4 and 6 right now, but I can see how in the future she will treat them the same way she has treated me. I think about it now and there have already been little things. Like, "don't you love me more than (other grandmother)" "aren't I your favorite" and then the pouty lip and fake boo hooing if they don't respond in the way she wants. It's only happened a couple of times, but I can see that leading down the exact same path, and that will NOT be happening anymore. If there is anything I will not roll over and let her do, it is treat my kids like that.
Hugs to all of you who are going or have gone through similar situations. It is hard when it is your family. I have stopped talking to other family...such as a cousin who is 26 and on her fourth child with a fourth man and just acts like trash and her poor kids see and hear I don't know what. I don't speak or communicate at all with her, and it was hard, because I feel sorry for her children. But I don't want her around MY children, and they come first. So, I'm not one of those who thinks family sticks together through thick and thin. Yes, if you have a great relationship with your family, absolutely. But you do not get to choose your family, and I'm not all about having people in my life that I would not surround myself with if they were not flesh and blood. It's harder when it's your mom, or both parents (my father is no saint himself, but he is not nearly as bad as she is), but I will have to suck it up and do what is best for myself, my DH, and our children.
Cross your fingers for me on Sunday!