My grandmother passed away just about a week ago. Our entire family went to the funeral this past weekend. I really thought I would be much better today now that everything is over, but I just feel so lost without her and cry at the littlest things. Is this normal? I was extremely close to my grandmother. She was going to be 90 on Sept. 4th. My parents were planning a big 90th birthday party for her then with all our out of town relatives, so her passing has been difficult for all of us. I am glad she is not suffering anymore(she had congestive heart failure and just didn't breathe very well), but I just can't stop thinking about her. How do I get through this and has anyone else had this experience? Please tell me I am not crazy!!!