I could just cry
reading your post....I sooo know how you feel! My oldest DS is 18 and didn't want to come on this trip with me....My DH didn't feel up to it either, since we have gone 2 times in the last 3 yrs or so.....Once in Jan '08 and again in Sept '09.
I fell in love with WDW on our first trip in Jan '08.....it was magical, and wonderful and no one wanted to leave! The boys where 12 and 15. My husband had just come home for a leave period from serving 6 months in Afghanistan....I think all this rolled up made it very special, and a once-in-a-lifetime experience (for the magical/wonder feeling we all felt). The boys where begging us to add on a few extra days when our last day came!
Fast Forward to the next trip..... 12 days in Sept. 2009. We went with family friends for the first 6 days. At first, all was great, then when it came time for the friends to go home, the last 6 days kind of dragged.... Oldest DS (17 at this time) had the teenage monk on. He kept saying he was "bored" and really....by day 8 we where all ready to go home! It was a nice trip....just not as magical as the first one, and perhaps a tad too long!
Did I just say that it was too long????!!! I still left loving WDW though....and I think I kept wanting to go back to relive some of that magical, special feeling we all felt the first time.
My DH said he doesn't want to go back again for at least 5 yrs. He thinks that it won't feel special if we go back again and again.....He thinks we should have time in between to build the excitement and keep the special feeling alive. I agree, but I still love WDW, and wanted to go back soooo badly! Well, to make a long story short, hubby agreed to let me take this trip with my youngest DS (14)....almost 15.....
this trip is supposed to be a "get it out of my system trip!"....it is supposed to last me for the next 5 yrs. So, suffice to say.....after this trip, I won't be back for 5 more years minimum. I think I will be ok with that though. My DS 14 loves Disney as much as me! We also added a few days on at Universal (which we've never been to) to keep things fresh. So, we are both looking forward to our upcoming trip in 6 days to escape this horrid Alberta winter we've been having!
What's making me feel even more grateful for this trip though, is the time it will give me to share with my youngest son. I feel the boys slipping away from me so quickly now that they are getting to their older teen yrs. My 14 y. old (15 on March 6th) still loves time with me....and he loves Disney too. I want to cherish this trip because I know it will be the last of it's kind (a Mom n' Son getaway). I am planning on stopping and cherishing every moment I can with my son as we share those 8 days together.....I know that times like this are so fleeting!!
It is sad and makes me feel so lost sometimes, my life has been all about the boys for so long! I really don't know what I will do when there is no one vying for my attention all the time! I will remember to slow down and savour the time we have together next week....thanks for the reminder!