2young4granny
Earning My Ears
- Joined
- Jun 10, 2013
So it goes without saying I'm a long time poster using an assumed name. I'm mainly doing this incognito because no one in our family knows the news yet.
Anyway, in the past week DD has graduated high school, turned 18 and told me she is pregnant! My emotions are all over the place. I'm sad for her future. I'm sad for MY future. (I realize how bad that probably sounds.) I have been compassionate and understaing for DD and will continue to be. But inside I'm a mess. I go from being upset and crying (at home, no one at work knows) to overjoyed at having a grandchild. One minute I'm a blubbering mess the next minute I'm picturing his first trip to WDW. My head and heart are both just so confused right now. I will love this child like no other, I know that. But for now it's just heartbreaking. I guess I'm mourning DD's lost future.
I have discovered a silver lining though. DD was unsure about enrolling FT at the community college next fall. Now, she's going to go full time and get started on providing a great future for my future grandchild. This has kicked her motivation into high gear (thankgoodness). We will get through this. It is just such a huge shock.
For now though I'm sad.
And, yes, even thought she is technially an "adult" I will be there to support her and help her through this.
Oh, did I mention that I will only be 41 when I become a grandmother!?!?!?
Anyway, in the past week DD has graduated high school, turned 18 and told me she is pregnant! My emotions are all over the place. I'm sad for her future. I'm sad for MY future. (I realize how bad that probably sounds.) I have been compassionate and understaing for DD and will continue to be. But inside I'm a mess. I go from being upset and crying (at home, no one at work knows) to overjoyed at having a grandchild. One minute I'm a blubbering mess the next minute I'm picturing his first trip to WDW. My head and heart are both just so confused right now. I will love this child like no other, I know that. But for now it's just heartbreaking. I guess I'm mourning DD's lost future.
I have discovered a silver lining though. DD was unsure about enrolling FT at the community college next fall. Now, she's going to go full time and get started on providing a great future for my future grandchild. This has kicked her motivation into high gear (thankgoodness). We will get through this. It is just such a huge shock.
For now though I'm sad.
And, yes, even thought she is technially an "adult" I will be there to support her and help her through this.
Oh, did I mention that I will only be 41 when I become a grandmother!?!?!?