Cassidy
<marquee><font color=blue>Future Mrs. Ryan Seacres
- Joined
- Nov 22, 2007
I cried.
I threw stuff.
I slammed doors.
I screamed.
I need to get my pain out.
I have no support, what so ever.
I have dreams. Wild dreams. Dreams that will be with me forever, I know it.
I told my dad ALL of my dreams yesterday. They just, spilled.
Do you know what he said?
'It's okay too dream. But this dream of yours will turn you into a nobody if you persue it.'
My mom doesn't care at all.
I have no one.
At all.
No friends, because I know they will laugh.
I just need someone to help me.
I pray.
I prayed all night yesterday, asking God to take me away from this place.
I pray at school, wishing my problems would go away.
I just need some help.
But nobody can help me.
Nobody.
This dream of mine, will NEVER, ever, go away.
I need someone to HELP me!
I need to scream.
I have one real wish.
I wish, that my world will shatter into a new one. All my dreams will come true, and I stop hurting myself and others.
Dreaming hurts me. Because know one cares, and no one will help me.
They won't come true.
Blah, I'm so annoyed.
I threw stuff.
I slammed doors.
I screamed.
I need to get my pain out.
I have no support, what so ever.
I have dreams. Wild dreams. Dreams that will be with me forever, I know it.
I told my dad ALL of my dreams yesterday. They just, spilled.
Do you know what he said?
'It's okay too dream. But this dream of yours will turn you into a nobody if you persue it.'
My mom doesn't care at all.
I have no one.
At all.
No friends, because I know they will laugh.
I just need someone to help me.
I pray.
I prayed all night yesterday, asking God to take me away from this place.
I pray at school, wishing my problems would go away.
I just need some help.
But nobody can help me.
Nobody.
This dream of mine, will NEVER, ever, go away.
I need someone to HELP me!
I need to scream.
I have one real wish.
I wish, that my world will shatter into a new one. All my dreams will come true, and I stop hurting myself and others.
Dreaming hurts me. Because know one cares, and no one will help me.
They won't come true.
Blah, I'm so annoyed.