Yeah, I agree I'm being overly worrisome about someone finding out it is me that wrote this. Some of the posts from my regular account reveal where I live, that's why I decided on a new username.
The problem with asking for opinions or advice on family situations is the same posters seem to come to the thread and bring their personal experience and project it onto someone else's situation. IMHO I don't see passive-aggressive or toxic grandparents, I see some grandchildren are closer to the grandparents because physically they ARE closer. They share their daily lives. It's more normal/common in the real world than what is being portrayed here on these boards.
My cousins lived in the same apt building when we were kids as our paternal grandparents. They shared more on a daily basis. No one felt slighted or does now. Why not just encourage a relationship that your kids do have ? Kids can still feel loved without feeling like they are second best. IMHO (with 6 decades of living) I feel it's not the kids but the adults that seem to feel more slighted.
I don't want to stop visiting, I worry this will be worse for my kids than what is happening. I do think that they care about my kids, they have always been a part of their lives. The situation has always existed (some favoritism), since my 1st was born, worsened about five years ago, to now where we are at what I described today. Again, FIL noticeably tries, but the time is limited.
ASK for what you want [/I][/B]- be specific - don't make them guess. Then they (or more to the point, she) will at least have a shot at giving it to you. Do they even have any inkling how much pent-up resentment you have?
It almost sounds like the sil is more the problem than mil. When you say your mil takes care of your nieces and nephews, do you mean that she does everything for them rather than their mother doing anything?
Agree, and I think the babysitting was a perfect example. You said you asked the grandparents to babysit, and then you were upset the other grandkids were there too. Did you specifically ask them to spend quality time alone with your kids, or did you just ask them to babysit? Because they probably thought it would have been more fun to have all the grandkids together and have a blast. Win-win, probably, in their minds, never knowing you felt slighted about this. I know when I was younger, I loved hanging out with all my cousins when we got the chance, maybe they all feel the same way in the family except you.
Also you said you have asked them to babysit 3 times, and this "incident" happened the most recent time. What happened the other 2 times?
It's a bit of both, MIL and DSIL both do the necessary things for the kids, and MIL does a lot of holding them.
As a grandmother, I think your MIL has dropped the ball here and understand how you feel. I think when you visit her, she should be making a fuss over your children. She sees SIL's children on a regular basis and can do that every day, but can only do that in person on limited occasions.
I also didn't see you mention that she tries to contact your children and talk with them on the phone or Skype them. Just because she lives away from them is no reason not to be 'in your children's lives' She should be showing interest in them whether they live 1000 miles away or next door and when they visit, she should dote on them. Having other grandchildren nearby is not reason for her actions toward yours.
However, I do agree with many others who say that she may not change and you might need to accept her the way she is. If so, it is going to be her loss in the long run. If she doesn't figure it out, your children sure will.
Perhaps you could try phoning MIL on a regular basis and putting each of your children on the phone to speak with her. Have them prepared to tell her one recent thing that happened in their lives. It doesn't have to be a long conversation, but could be something as simple as telling about a good mark on a test, something new they bought, etc. Try to have them tell MIL that they love her before ending their conversations. It may be a start in bringing your children closer to her and helping to put them in a better place in her life.
No, we didn't specifically say we wanted the babysitting day to be some quality time for them. To be honest, I never thought about it, but don't know how we didn't see what was going to happen ahead of time. I'll add that the other grandkids are not even close to the ages of my kids, at the time of this particular babysitting, the cousins all required a lot more care and attention than my kids would. And, they didn't stay home, they attempted an outing with all of them. In the end, I was just happy my kids were returned to me safely and decided we'd never be put in that situation again.
Another babysitting time was when oldest was a baby, and that went well. The other time was at our house, and we set our expectations ahead of time, and that also went well.
I think from here on out we will invite the in laws to do more with us in our town, with the precursor that the invite is for them, and if they want to come great, if they don't, that's ok too. And when we head to DH's hometown, we will stay in a hotel, visit for the amount we'd like to, then do our own thing the remainder of the time. This will be met with a lot of hurt feelings though.
Its very possible that she simply has more of a parental bond with those children and she doesnt with yours. Nor does she need to because they have you. She is basically raising those children so its going to be different. Nothing you can do about it.
I would figure out some way to give them some one on one time and tell her that is what you are doing. She may think the kids have more fun when they are all there. You just need to tell her and fil straight up that your kids need some bonding time with them that doesn't include the other kids.
But just know that it will always be different between the kids to some degree.