UPDATE--
We went to see the local heart surgeon today. It's all bad news.
The surgeon advises against surgery. DH would need open heart surgery, but he believes the surgery is a very high risk. He says there is a high probability that he may need a trach and may not be able to get off the ventilator for weeks or months, or ever. Being on a vent causes lung damage(which he already has in abundance) and the risk of contracting pneumonia and sepsis is very high. The surgeon is not hopeful. We're still going to submit his records to the Cleveland Clinic and let the chips fall where they may. If they say the same thing, then it's a done deal.
It's pretty sad around here tonight. I can hear both of us deep-sighing from time to time. We're telling our families tonight. We're going to wait on telling the kids much until after DD21 gets done with finals in 3 weeks. I'm worried about telling DS27 because he is already in a deep depression (he has bipolar disorder, unmedicated--yeah...such fun...)
Obviously, we are having some very serious conversations. DH is of the mind that he wants to go ahead with our Alaska cruise, if his pulmonologist will clear it. If we can't go to Alaska, we'll go to the beach or WDW or something--we could take a million short vacations with what we've got invested in that cruise, LOL. In the meantime, I think we're going to take the camper up to North Georgia and leave it there, so we can just drive back and forth and enjoy it--much easier on him. At this point it's all about quality of life, I think