Stitchwitch D
Earning My Ears
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2013
Ethical adoption can be good, ethical with both mother and father making the choice. What is sad is unethical adoption were the father is considered to be an inconvience
In my case, as a mother, I was considered an inconvenience. CPS got involved in my life because my ex was abusive. He expected to be "king of the castle", was unemployed, and expected me to come home from work, keep the house clean, take care of the kids and give him money for cigarettes and video games. When I stood up to him, he'd get abusive, but was careful not to leave bruises. He deliberately sabotaged my efforts to get my kids out of foster care, then finally left right before CPS filed for TPR. By then, nothing I did mattered, and the judge decided that as a single mother working 2 jobs, I couldn't provide for my children's needs as well as my ex's sister, who is married, works for Disney, homeowners, etc.
My kids were aged 6 & 8 when she adopted them and changed their names. She has refused to let me have any contact, which is why I found this thread, Googling for any mention of adoption and Disney. I don't know what she's told them about why they can't even contact me, or if she's given them anything I sent.
I do know that she admitted that my son was angry at her at first and they did counseling. He's going to be 13 this August, and he's on the autism spectrum, his diagnosis is Aspergers. I'm worried that now that he's about to be a teenager, he's going to be harder to control, and his aunt/adopter won't be able to deal with him, and that she'll send him back to foster care or a group home rather than give him back to me. My daughter is 10 now, but I worry that when she's old enough to be interested in dating, there will be drama between her and the adopters.
Meanwhile, I've gotten married again. My husband is a total sweetheart, and has the same diagnosis as my son. The problems that lead to me losing my children were temporary, but their adoption was permanent. Even if their adopter eventually decides she doesn't want them anymore, she still legally is their mother, and doesn't have to even notify me.
I wish there was even one person in their lives who'd simply contact me and let me know if they're okay.