It's in large part why this thread was started in the first place - just because it's so nerve wracking to go through. We are pretty good at cyber hand-holding. Just to answer your question - sometimes masses are nice and evenly shaped; round, well-defined, etc. Those are often the ones where they say they think it's fine to "wait and watch", etc. (I had this happen and the mass was jelly bean shaped; turned out to be a node, even though I pushed for biopsy.) And sometimes you run across a mass that's not; those can be dark, splotchy, undefined and ugly. (My cancer was like that.) Many may fall somewhere in between. Cancer also has a decent blood supply. These can be the things that people react to. Please, it's not to say for sure your loved one has cancer, just trying to explain.I have seen this thread before, however it may be much more relevant to me soon. A loved one is to have a biopsy on a mass tomorrow and it is really making her and all of us very anxious. It was an ultrasound that revealed the mass and she said that their reaction was very unsettling. I don't know that they can know anything from just the ultrasound, but that reaction really shook her. For the last few days I have only been moderately concerned, but as tomorrow approaches, I find it hard not to think about. It is very worrying, as I am sure many of you know. I'm still hoping for it to turn out to be nothing, but I don't know if that's realistic. I don't even know if they'll tell her tomorrow or if it takes a few days. It's really difficult just waiting.
That is very sad, tazdev. (And hits home to me as a 12 yr survivor myself how one can never assume they'll be fine with this disease.) Condolonces to you and your brother. (Didn't you post here at one time about her?)I hope this is the right place for hand holding. I could use it right now. My DSIL was a 12 year breast cancer survivor. One month ago she was told the cancer was back but in her lungs, liver and spine. She was dehydrated so hospitalized and the cancer came back with a vengeance, having spread everywhere in a short time. She is on hospice and isn't expected to last more than a week or two. I feel so helpless watching my DH prepare to lose his only sister. This news came on the heels of my dad being diagnosed with bladder cancer but there is a good chance he will be OK after his treatments.
I just needed a place to vent some feelings. I hope it's OK because being strong for my DH and kids while waiting for my dad's surgery next week and hoping that we get positive results there is so hard. I feel like my dad surviving is a betrayal to my DH if you know what I mean.
Tazdev - You have way too much on your plate. Prayers for your family.
Well one meeting down and 2 to go. And after I got home last night my aunt called me and said that my cousins 17yo dd was tragically killed in a car accident. It was her fault because she didnt yield, but they also said this road needs a stop light as there have been many accidents. I feel so bad as my cousin(her mom) died when she was 9 and she was adopted from Korea as an infant. She never had an easy life. They arent my blood relatives but I always grew up with her as my cousins.
I am going to check dh schedule when he comes back for calif and now that the weather is getting a little warmer etc. I will try to schedule the stuff I need to get done. They even mentioned the high 30's next week. So I am happy!
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That is very sad, tazdev. (And hits home to me as a 12 yr survivor myself how one can never assume they'll be fine with this disease.) Condolonces to you and your brother. (Didn't you post here at one time about her?)
tazdev, so sorry to hear this, good wishes and prayers are with you all.
Tazdev, I am so sorry to hear your news. You will be in my thoughts and your family in my prayers. We are a family here brought together by a common enemy. We are always ready to hold the hand of another fighting the good fight!