Wow, I haven't been on here in so long. I've been super busy! But I need a little bit of advise.. Okay so the past Friday was our homecoming football game (we won) yay! Well I told my dad not to rush, because we wanted to stay after and talk to some of the players. So he went ahead to Walmart to pick up whatever.. well we talked and people started leaving.. and me and my two friends were left up there with just a couple other people. So I called my ex, whom I still talk to. Asked if he could come up there and wait a little while with us, so we wouldn't be completely alone. He did so, and my two friends went inside the cafeteria and it was just me and him.. and he kissed me. When he did it, i got a little feeling knowing it was wrong but didn't stop. The reason for it being wrong, is that he has a girlfriend. Well yesterday he told me that, that night is never to be talked about and everything.. and he needed to stop talking to me because of his girlfriend. And I agreed, but I knew he still had feelings for me, so me being stubborn told him that theres no way he's going to completely stop, and he said something that made my stomach fall, he said that I was nothing to him and it was nothing to stop talking to me. all i said was ok bye. and that was that.. uhm not really, he texts me later last night and says hey call me. so me being dumb also, calls him and we talk for like two hours.. ugh I know I shouldn't do this and I'm so dumb but we was together for so long and I do still love him and miss him so much. But I deserve so much better. any advise?