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<font color=blue>John, the special Dis'r formerly
- Joined
- Feb 4, 2008
I haven't been here much in a long time, I have way too much drama in my life, I just couldn't handle the stuff going on here.
But there are a few of you stubborn people that refuse to come to facebook, so I just wanted to stop in and say "hey"
I am going in for my open heart surgery in about 6 hrs, and I just wanted to tell everyone thanks for the thoughts and prayers. I have been really "down" lately, and pushed a lot of people away, and today I realized that I was doing it to Matt and Erica and my family too. I am no shrink, but I think I am doing it to make it easier on them if something happens to me... if I was a jerk before I croaked, then maybe they won't miss me as much.... I don't know, maybe it is just me being a jerk... lol
But anyway, there are a few of you, and you know who you are... that are more than just a group of goofballs to me. You are like my family, and I wanted to apologize to you as well. Know that your friendship means a whole lot to me, and I miss you all. I will be back (hopefully) in a couple weeks, and will talk to you "morans" then.
But there are a few of you stubborn people that refuse to come to facebook, so I just wanted to stop in and say "hey"
I am going in for my open heart surgery in about 6 hrs, and I just wanted to tell everyone thanks for the thoughts and prayers. I have been really "down" lately, and pushed a lot of people away, and today I realized that I was doing it to Matt and Erica and my family too. I am no shrink, but I think I am doing it to make it easier on them if something happens to me... if I was a jerk before I croaked, then maybe they won't miss me as much.... I don't know, maybe it is just me being a jerk... lol
But anyway, there are a few of you, and you know who you are... that are more than just a group of goofballs to me. You are like my family, and I wanted to apologize to you as well. Know that your friendship means a whole lot to me, and I miss you all. I will be back (hopefully) in a couple weeks, and will talk to you "morans" then.