I am so sorry for your loss but I am glad you knew in your heart it was the right decision. My aunt has a farm and has had many pets over the years which she loved and loss. She once wrote a letter to a friend when they lost a pet and the words are really quite perfect so I thought I would share.
“From time to time, God in His wisdom, sends us helpmates to assist us in our journey through this life. They come in many shapes and forms and at times are unexpected and untimely. I have learned from experience that we should not reject these “gifts” from God, but accept them without question. The animals that have passed through my life are far too many to count or explain.
They show up at my doorstep, have jumped into my car, into my lap, followed me home and inserted themselves into my life and that of my family. These “doctors”, “psychiatrists”, “nurturers”, “comedians”, and “companions”, comfort us and teach us so much about so many things. Their love is unconditional and infinite, yet they require so little in return. The hard part is that their time with us is so vey short in comparison to our own life span. I like
to believe that this also was a “Divine design”. In sharing our lives, these animals help to prepare us for the greater losses that we all must endure when we lose family members. It helps us to understand the cycles of life and death. My children could not have had any greater teachers than the animals that we have had on our farm. They held chicken eggs as they hatched in their hands. They witnessed the natural conception and birth of many new lives. They watched and learned about a mother’s love for their offspring and how these animals raised their young and taught them many lessons. They also felt the pain of loss when many passed on, yet they were more understanding because of the life cycle that they had been a part of.
I know that there are no words of comfort that I can share to ease the pain of loss that you are feeling. I have felt it many times before myself. The comfort that I take in each passing, is that I was blessed by God to have had these little miracles in my life, for however short a time. I also believe that God has a special place in his heart for all His creatures and their spirits go on as do our own. I know there will never be another individual animal just like the one I have lost, but I look forward to theirs that I know will be just as unique, with their own special gift to share with me.”