I want to have a little more confidence tomorrow. I want to be able to talk to them without awkwardness, I want to find a seat somewhere other than where I've been sitting for the past year or so at lunch to sit, and I want to go up to Tyler and give him a big hug and then talk to Josh during lunch. I've gotta manage to stop him first. *sigh*. Lol. Oh, and I want to avoid drama definitely. I just want to hang around with my guy friends, joke around and just laugh everything off.