Volleyball Vent

[disneydance]

Ok for those of you who didnt know my best friend Jessica and I tryed out for volley ball and we both made it one the C team well about half way during season Jessica was moved up to JV and I was kept down as the only 8th grade C team player the coach then made me a offer to let me practice with JV and Jessica convinced me to say yes so I did and ever since them ive been keeping my feelings to my self and just sucking it up which my new moto is suck it up no matter what if your in pain or what just suck it up to the point you cant go no more. Well so ive been sucking it up barely getting to practice any, the rude comments i get for being the only 8th grade C team player... Ok well the last week ive been sick with a cough i lost my voice today ive have been feeling horrible etc. Well yesterday one of the girls started being rude to me because i wasnt running as fast as normal as i havent felt well and I norrmally come in first. She started saying things like go faster... So I to her ive been sick all week and she goes well ive been sick all month and i hurt my ankle yesterday and i still ran fast yesterday then i say o and didnt say anything about how bad my back hurt due to over usage and pushing my self to do what i can in dance every single day of the week on all the days of the week sometimes it hurts so bad I can barely walk let alone dance and do all the crazy jumps, kicks, spins etc. and i still do it. Then she goes on about how i'm just being lazy and I go what ever and continue going then well we were running a bumping drill i was so dizzy i was about to puck etc. that the coach notices i can barely stand and ask me if i'm feeling ok and i say i'm feeling great so I just suck it up some more well then another girl starts crotiquing my skills and saying on you do everything wrong and i'm think look whos talking the girl who cant even get balls to the right spot and hits them over the next every time she supposed to bump them to a person I then dont get to play much since i'm not on the team i feel really left out and I hate it I just want to quit ok i'm done i'll go back to sucking it up and acting like life doesnt suck go back to your normal lifes everyone i'm done bakc to sucking it up

 

[RaggedyAnnPrincess]

I would tell her the complete and total truth, and if she keeps back-talking, tell her she's being a stuck up brat ( well, u don't have to say that, but at least tell her to stop critisizing you ), and you should probably stop sucking it up, I mean, its ok to do once in a while, but doing it to where the point that your in pain, along with being sick, and feeling like your gonna puke, etc, is unhealthy, and trust me, if you just let it out, you will feel soooooo much better. I'm sorry that you're having such a terrible time, and I wish you lots of luck!