Hey there baby,
I really don't know where to start. I wanted to get you something for Valentines Day but I just had NO idea what you would like. So I'm hoping you like this.
You don't know how glad I am that I decided to write you on myspace that summer. You know if I didn't do that, we would not be spending our second Valentines Day together. I love how just one little thing can change someone's life forever, and you have changed my life.
I still remember so many of those random pointless conversations we had when we first started texting. Neither of us would have ever imagined that it would end up like this! I remember the night we started "talking" & I remember how on October 19, 2008 you texted me and said "I'm not trying to rush anything but when do you think we'll start dating?" Even though I said "Just wait a little bit longer", I really couldn't wait one more day! I had to have you all to myself then. That was the most amazing night of my life. A night I will never forget! The night that my life with you forever started.
Everyday since then has been like a fairytale, you make me feel like a princess. It all feels like one big dream. I never thought I'd find someone like you. Someone that says "I love you" and I actually believe it more and more everytime I hear you say it. I've never believed anything more in my life. To this very day, when I talk to you I still get all giggly and butterflies fill up in my stomach. I still get nervous and shaky knees when we kiss. I'm so crazy about you baby, I'm so completely head over heels in love with you.
When I was little I would always wonder if I'd find "the one". If I'd ever be lucjy enough to find MY prince charming like all of those Disney girls, or like everyone on tv. I never thought I'd find him at fifteen. I tell you everything, I tell you things that I'd never tell a girl-friend. I'm closer to you than I ever will be with anyone else. I tell you all of my hopes and dreams. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what I'm thinking, what I'm about to say or do. You know when I want a kiss or when I just wanna lay there and hug you for 10 minutes. You know more about me than I know about myself.
You might not have been my first boyfriend or my first kiss, but you are the first guy I have ever felt this way about, and like I've said before.. "a kiss isn't a kiss until its the right person"

There's so many things I'd take away and change, but there's not one thing about you or our relationship that I would change. Everyone dreams for a relationship like ours. We are so perfect for each other. I could never imagine myself with anyone other than you.
I know that I can trust you with my life and my heart. I know that being with you means that I will never be hurt, I will never have to worry about anything. You're my rock, you make me so strong, yet you're the only one that can make me break down. But with happy tears. I'm so strong when I'm with you. You bring out the very best in me... you ARE the best thing about me. You're what makes me, me now. Without you.. I don't know where I'd be or what I'd do.
You put up with all of my bad moods, and my pointless little arguements. You always make everything so much better when I'm having a bad day! I can be breaking down and just hear your voice and I can't help but get the biggest smile. I'm so glad we're not one of those couples that can say "We've had our ups and downs, but that's just made us closer". All we've had are ups. I don't care if people say you have to argue a little to know if you're really going to work out.. we're sixteen.. we don't want to argue all the time. There's no point in having a teenage relationship if you're never happy. I can honestly say, I'm the happiest now being with you, than I've ever been. Knowing that we can have a healthy happy fun relationship now, lets me know that we will get through anything in the future.
You are so much more than my boyfriend. You're my best friend, my first love, my entire world, the love of my life, my past, present, and future. You're everything to me. You are the most perfect boyfriend and it's still so unreal that I have you all to myself. You are the love of my life. I want you to know that I need you, I care about you more than I care for myself. I will spend the rest of my life with you, there's no doubt in my mind about that. When I think about my future, you're always in there. No matter what. I want you know that you are an amazing person inside and out. You make me laugh without even trying. I think about you every second of everyday. Whenever I'm not with you, I'm empty. I truely and honestly NEED you baby.
& if you ever wonder why I'm always so scared of other girls or why I'm always nervous about loosing you.. every answer is in this letter. Everything about you is perfect. Every girl wishes they had a guy like you. An intelligent, good -looking, talented, sweet, Christian. But NO ONE will ever come close to being like you. Your love for God, is something that makes me love you like never before. You've taught me a lot about having a strong relationship with God, and that has made us ten times closer. You're a one of a kind. I hope I make you feel even half as happy as you make me.
I want you to know and trust me when I say I love you with all of my heart. Because I have never meant anything more in my life.
~You're baby, Kelsi <3