Actually, I am literally sick from the stress caused by the appartment. Yesterday evening at work, I got one of the worst migraines I have ever had.

I drove back home, very slowly (not my habbit at all) and when I was almost home, I called my mom and asked if someone else could park my car because I wasn't able to. I almost fainted when I got out of the car

My mom put me into bed (yeah, just like with a baby), an dthis morning, everything is a little better.
The insurance isn't signed yet, and it has to be OK by the time I get the check from the bank with the money from the loan. It's an insurance that pays back the remaining money from the loan when I die. So, if Thursday, after signing the contract, a car runs over me, and I die (I hope not!

), my parents inherit the appartment without having to worry about the mortgage.
Since I have some bad health problems, I hope the insurance will be OK by Thursday and that they won't deny it.
I hope the two checks will be OK by Thursday (one with the mortgage money, one iwth the sponsor money from my parents + my savings).
And I still hope that the current owners haven't changed their minds by then (they said last week that they regretted selling it

)
Two more sleep(les)s nights... and the stress will be over.
Then I'll be able to stress over my dad who doesn't do the remodelling the way I want it
