Ali,
Your post was heartbreaking,I would love to give you a hug
Your whole world is turned upside down,you sound like you feel you're alone although you have lots of friends and family who care about you
If you have a sympathetic GP maybe you could have a chat with them?
I haven't been through a divorce but know how you feel is so similiar to a bereavemnet which I have
It WILL get easier and less painful but I know that must seem so far away 
Your post was heartbreaking,I would love to give you a hug

Your whole world is turned upside down,you sound like you feel you're alone although you have lots of friends and family who care about you

If you have a sympathetic GP maybe you could have a chat with them?
I haven't been through a divorce but know how you feel is so similiar to a bereavemnet which I have

