SO HAPPY!...But also FREAKING out...just need to spill it all...

[xdramaqueenx]

okay so I am quickly approaching a very last minute very mixed feelings type WDW trip...

here goes the story...

first, the last time (my first time ever) I was in WDW was Nov. 2007...I went with my boyfriend....we had a blast...although we did get in a car accident 2 days before our initial departure date...and so everything got pushed back...and I was in quite a bit of pain the whole time...but overall it was a blast...

Needless to say in April him and I broke up...I initiated it...and he did not take it well...he actually tried to take his own life, he is okay...but needless to say I was pretty shaken...Im doing fine now and he is too...although we do not communicate anymore..for healing purposes

now this new trip has come up....

Neither of my sisters have ever been to WDW...we went as a family to Disneyland twice and my sisters are like me --- Disney FREAKS...we love everything about Disneyland and I know they will love WDW...we are going with a friend who also has never been who also loves Disneyland...

Now the other issue is also the reason for us going...I am a flight attendant and my dad is a pilot for the same airline...so my sisters and I have flight benifits....but we also fly stand-by...

We were originally planning a cruise but when flights for that fell through WDW came up as the back up plan....now we are totally stoked to go...

but as it stands flights into Orlando (on our airline) are totally sold out...so we will have to fly into Fort Lauderdale get a car and drive up...then going home the only way we can leave is out of Tampa Bay...and if something happens and that flight books up then we will have to rent a car and drive up to Newark (the nearest airport that our airline flies out of and isn't totally booked solid) and then fly home from there...

so we are suppose to leave in 48 hours...but I cant book anything becasue I need to be sure we will get on the flight....

so anyway...you can see why this is kinda freaky...a little stressful....I want to go SOOO bad but I am scared something will fall through...or that it is going to get so expensive that my 16 year old sister cant afford it and has a miserable time because she owes us too much.....Im also torn between feelings of loving WDW but having painful memories of my last vacation partner....

so that is my crazy story....I just had to share it with someone...

I am excited though!! I do REALLLLY hope this all works out!!!! do I sound totally nutto or what?!!? hahah

 

[World Bouncer]

Sounds like a little stress......

But once you're at Disney, you can leave that all behind and live the Magic!!

Have a great trip with your sisters!!

 

[2giddy4wdw]

take a deep breath, everything will work out...it has to you are going to disney world!!! good luck with everything and hope you have a great time!!! here is some pixie dust for you!!!

 

[inkedupmomma]

I wouldn't let the past affect the future. I am confused about your sister though. Your hoping that a 16 yo will pay you back? That seems like a big commitment for a 16 yo..jmho though

 

[xdramaqueenx]

I wouldn't let the past affect the future. I am confused about your sister though. Your hoping that a 16 yo will pay you back? That seems like a big commitment for a 16 yo..jmho though

lol I guess that sounded kinda bad...Im only 21...and the other sister is only 18...we are all paying for our portion of the trip...me covering more than the others...but its a trip without the parents therefore we have to take care of it Its taking the place of the school trip she was going to have to pay for and opted to not go on....