Sigh I wonder at this time if a boyfriend is a good thing to have...
I have some many things happening to me right now, but I get sad when I don't have someone to comfort me other then family and friends and I constantly have to hear about others relationships and see them snug and so on and on and on!! I guess I should just try and try until the end.
I just found out recently that I have Diabetes Type 2 and now sleep apnea where I stop breathing at night. Suprisingly I don't snore lol.
I have Aspegers, OCD, ADD/ADHD, PMDD, and just found out I have polycystic ovarian syndrome. I'm an LCMS Christian, my dad is the pastor of the church. I'm a fan of many things and get caught up in things easily and be very detemind. I'm studing to be a graphic designer, but in the end I may just want to be a writer, illustrator, and photographer. I love drawing many things, watching movies of all kinds. My favorite movies are the Pirates of the Caribbean Series. I'm guilty of loving the Twilight Saga, but I also love watching scary movies especially A Nightmare On Elm Street Series and Remake. I'm age wise 21, but I sometimes have a hard time acting like one. I hate needles, I flipped and cried when I learned I had to poke myself to text my blood everyday. I've fainted once in my life and came out freaked, luckly I was sitting down. I pray to God for strength, peace and well being for myself and others. I ask him everyday is this the day I find someone for me, but he says to me not yet and to wait my good child for the time. I cry to myself many times to relieve the stress in life, be it the 5 year ann. of my grandmothers passing this last Sat., or be it for loneliness in my heart. I'm silly, but serious. I'm kind and loving. I question things many times about what God is doing, but in the end I remember its for the best. I fear never finding the person who will love God formost and then me. I smile and laugh when I'm at my happiest and cry out loud with tears when I'm sad. I've lost loved ones, but remember their safe. I get jealous at my brother, roommates, and friends for having someone to love, but mostly feel happy for them. I lie with eyes closed thinking of things of the day past and future. I use my imagination as much as I can in many things I do. I try to go to church and when I fail I'm sad. I love my family and friends and hate when I lose them for some stupid reason be it their fault or not. I just pray with all my heart and with great faith that God is working a great plan for me in all.