I think I may have missed a post or two - didn't I read that you had your therapy reinstated? Not knowing your whole situation I respectfully have to ask what is going on???? Either you have a serious medical malpractice situation in that your medical team has seriously failed you or perhaps you have a more serious deep-seeded situation that might require a therapist other than physical to assist you. At this point in time there are people who have broken limbs - hell even amputations! that have resumed normal activities....I know you want to go home, and get back to every day life, but beyond that, what do you want? When was the last time (outside of the medical facility you are in) that you interacted with the outside world? Considered employment or some sort of function outside of the walls of your apartment? Do you think that perhaps you might consider the possibility that there is a unknown part of your psyche that isn't comfortable reentering the post-covid world? I realize this may come across as harsh, and it is not my intent to be unkind. It's just that as time goes by, and your issues remain unresolved it becomes more and more puzzling as to why you remain so sequestered when modern medicine and just time and self rebab should have long since enabled you to move around and not need to be bed bound and or dependent on a wheelchair. You are still a young woman with such a promising life ahead, maybe it's time to push thru and move in another direction to find a way to get yourself back up and out there.
Again. My words may not be welcome and may come across as intrusive, that isn't my intent. I wonder as I type if I'll hit the 'post reply button'....these thoughts have been on my mind a lot lately.
I'm so glad you are looking at that part of your treatment in the rear view mirror. A member of my extended family is starting 10 straight days of radiation for brain cancer shortly. I think it will be a exhausting slog for her, luckily she's also a (former) nurse so she has some basis of knowledge going in, although the tumors have caused some cognitive decline.
Husband is home from up Lynn's way w/ stories of snow and cold windy weather! It's cold and windy here as well. Headed home in a few minutes to sit in front of the fire and catch the last few rays of the sunset.
Here I go, gonna hit Post Reply.