Blessings to you Taryn, I recently lost my brother so I'm also an only child. I'm sorry for the loss of your dear Dad. If you want to talk about anything, feel free to PM me. The grief comes in waves now, but it will get a little better with each passing day. My good friend also lost her child recently, she told me to keep busy. Of course you can take a few days and just stay in bed with the covers over your head, I did that too.