oh goodness bri.

[ohdisco]

So. I didn't break up with Eric.
But I have fallen deep in like with his rival at work.
He is super cute, super nice, super funny...just super in all ways.

I just feel completely ugly. Like, I would never be good enough for someone like that because I'm just so unattractive.
Has anyone ever felt completely ugly?

 

[Babyjustrun]

Yes. I have.
Actually, that happened .. yesterday? I think.
Apparently Thursday during French, the guy I like, some girl and some other guy were rating everyone in the class based on their hotness. I do not know why, it seems rather childish at their age.
Well yesterday I found out that he rated this girl who's insanely pretty a 10 out of 10. Well, all of my confidence left after that.
I don't know what I was rated, but I'm guessing like a 5 -.-

 

[BabyPiglet]

Uhm yes, alot the time. I feel like I can't even let myself crush on someone because I'm not pretty enough to get their attention.

I mean, I feel okay about my looks, but that all gets blown to hell when I see an attractive guy. ...Or an attractive couple.

Hm, oh well. Someday I'll find the person of my dreams...hopefully.

 

[llamasrcool]

hey...i'm sure every girl feels like this at times, but just know that you're all beautiful on the inside and out and don't let anyone take that away from you.

 

[DramaQueen]

uhhh yeah every other day!!
one day ill be like 'heck yes im pretty!' then next im like disgusted with myself.
i'm pretty sure almost every girl is insecure about something.
today is an ugly day.

i'm constantly questioning HOW on EARTH my boyfriend could ever have picked ME out of all the prettier girls @ my HS...I mean...he is a hot piece if you ask me, and I am most definitley NOT.
but he sees SOMETHING in my (God only know WHAT!!)

so looks don't account for everything truuuust me.

but i know we all get days/weeks where we just feel like

SLUGS

 

[ComfyinNautica]

I feel beautiful all the time. I don't care if anyone disagrees.

 

[ohdisco]

I feel beautiful all the time. I don't care if anyone disagrees.

OT question: is your screen name based on the song Comfy in Nautica by Panda Bear? If so, props. I looovvee that song.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Yes. I have.
Actually, that happened .. yesterday? I think.
Apparently Thursday during French, the guy I like, some girl and some other guy were rating everyone in the class based on their hotness. I do not know why, it seems rather childish at their age.
Well yesterday I found out that he rated this girl who's insanely pretty a 10 out of 10. Well, all of my confidence left after that.
I don't know what I was rated, but I'm guessing like a 5 -.-

Wow!
Guys started doing that in my class a wile ago...it was terrible.
I got a negative number

So being a completely rude jerkface to them...I started rating people based on how nice they are....

Huh...okay you told me to die, and you cheated on my best friend, Im going to give you a 3??
You...Okay, youre my best friend, and youve never dissed me before, and you influenced my friend in a positive manor...Im going to give you a 10

Yes.
I never think Im pretty.
Just because I know im not.
Im tired when people lie to me "Your not ugly" "THEN WHAT AM I!?"
Its like they can tell me Im not ugly, yet they can tell me Im pretty or beautiful.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Whenever I do feel pretty, it doesn't last.
I swear, there are people in this world who look beautiful with no effort.
If I don't take the effort, I'd look like a caveman.

 

[Pirana]

I have my days! But I really try to find a postive for whatever negative thought comes to mind!! Some days it helps other days not so much.

 

[ohdisco]

I just get really upset with my skin.
It's like, since I was 9 I had pretty bad acne.
I took every kind of prescription you could think of, down to a diuretic that supposedly also helped with acne (but really, it just made me lose 10 pounds and pee a lot). My body would become immune to the medication in 3-4 months, making the medication stop working.
When I was 16, I finally started taking Accutane. It was pretty bad (I wasn't allowed in the sun, I had to lather my face up with really thick lotions and I always had to have thick lip gloss with me too). I suffered for 8 months of Accutane, and my skin was finally really, really clear.
Now it's really blotchy and I'm getting a tiny bit of acne. It's nothing like it was before, but it still upsets me that I even have to deal with it.

 

[OneTreeHill]

I have definitley felt that way.
Alot.

 

[tinkerbell12]

I feel absolutely horrid until I have makeup on and am wearing something decent. Something that hides my curves and pulls all attention away from my thighs and stomach.