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<font color=royalblue>i can't believe that i will
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hi everyone....please bear with me 'cause this could get long....
i need some help angeling some of my swap stuff. my mom - who is my very best friend in the whole world- my whole life- was diagnosed with ovarian cancer last night and i'm not sure where my life is heading. i'm sitting here crying my eyes out and just can't stop. she is everything to me and my son. she watches him while i work, so the two are like best friends. she has been sick since november and they finally figured it out last night. we have been in the er since 5pm yesterday and i got home very early this am. not sure what to do, where to go, how to stop the tears from falling...... i grew up in a really crappy environment. she was the only constant in my life. my father was an alcoholic who abused her everyday but yet she managed to make a life for us. she just does not need this. it's just so unfair. believe me she has taken her lumps in life and always rolled with it. she looks awful, frail, weak. i just want to wrap her up in my arms and take her away from it all. someone please send my well wishes and hugs and prayers for her. i'm so sorry. i'm not a flake, i just need to focus on her and not my scrap stuff. i know you will all understand that.
i have my kiss the cook done and 1/2 of my laundry one done and i promise to mail those out to AWM but i still have a days of the week in the everyday and 3 groups in the tag swap and i'm not sure what to do about the secret sister one. if anyone could please help me out i would greatly appreciate it.
i am off to get in the shower and run to her house and get some stuff she needs then i'm going back to the hospital to be with her. my heart actually feels like it's broken. (hard to describe the feeling that's the only way for my to say it)i don't know who i am without her.......she's my life, my everything.
i can't loose her.....
thanks guys.
and if someone could please post something over on the prayers needed thread i'd appreciate it. i just cant type this again. this was hard enough.
love you all and thanks for your support.
holly
i need some help angeling some of my swap stuff. my mom - who is my very best friend in the whole world- my whole life- was diagnosed with ovarian cancer last night and i'm not sure where my life is heading. i'm sitting here crying my eyes out and just can't stop. she is everything to me and my son. she watches him while i work, so the two are like best friends. she has been sick since november and they finally figured it out last night. we have been in the er since 5pm yesterday and i got home very early this am. not sure what to do, where to go, how to stop the tears from falling...... i grew up in a really crappy environment. she was the only constant in my life. my father was an alcoholic who abused her everyday but yet she managed to make a life for us. she just does not need this. it's just so unfair. believe me she has taken her lumps in life and always rolled with it. she looks awful, frail, weak. i just want to wrap her up in my arms and take her away from it all. someone please send my well wishes and hugs and prayers for her. i'm so sorry. i'm not a flake, i just need to focus on her and not my scrap stuff. i know you will all understand that.
i have my kiss the cook done and 1/2 of my laundry one done and i promise to mail those out to AWM but i still have a days of the week in the everyday and 3 groups in the tag swap and i'm not sure what to do about the secret sister one. if anyone could please help me out i would greatly appreciate it.
i am off to get in the shower and run to her house and get some stuff she needs then i'm going back to the hospital to be with her. my heart actually feels like it's broken. (hard to describe the feeling that's the only way for my to say it)i don't know who i am without her.......she's my life, my everything.
i can't loose her.....
thanks guys.
and if someone could please post something over on the prayers needed thread i'd appreciate it. i just cant type this again. this was hard enough.
love you all and thanks for your support.
holly
) do let me know.
