You and your family (and your beautiful little angel) are all in my thoughts and prayers. I too lost a baby at 19 weeks (that was over 4 years ago) and I still talk to her every day. I think of her as the force that guides me and protects me. Plus, she is so easy to talk to and never gives me any back talk!
I understand your sadness and grief and hope that you will take comfort in knowing that your beautiful baby is in an amazing place and you will never have to worry about their safety!
Love and blessing to you.
jan