BethCPTSD
Mouseketeer
- Joined
- Mar 4, 2016
Hi,
I'm sorry -- I hope I can write this in a way that you understand me. I've posted in the past about my various disabilities (not all of them) but now our trip is actually 8 days a way and not just something I'm planning on "hopefully soon". I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, Complex PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Anorexia, Sensory Integration difficulties, severe POTS and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome along with several other chronic illnesses, mostly diagnosed within the last year -- some still being figured out.
WIth my DID I have a ton of child parts, and dealing with me much of the time is like interacting with a four year old. I am an adult -- I'm married and have a service dog who is coming with us to WDW, but emotionally, I am most frequently a small "child" in horrific flashbacks. In fact, over the past year or more I've had a terrible problem with spontaneous vomiting from my flashbacks, often in the car, and this is one of my concerns about Disney World.
I use a power wheelchair -- though I just got it and am really a novice in using it and knowing about it. But walking at all, even more so in the heat is virtually impossible with my POTS. I even get heart attack type symptoms if I am also carrying an item are exerting extra energy, so the wc is a total necessity. My doctor told me one thing to do besides what I already am, is to bring salt tablets, drink fluids non-stop, and salt all my food (POTS is usually due to very low blood volume.)
But I'm just stressing out over all -- a cumulative effect of all these things, especially all my anxiety related disorders. I'm worried about the heat, I"m worried about our constant flashbacks and making sure I can make it, going throughout the parks. We'll be there for two weeks -- May 29-June 11.
I'm sure my husband will be of some help and my service dog too. But I haven't taken my service dog on this taxing of a trip before -- and while I can't do it without bringing him with me, I'm also concerned about his overheating and fatigue too.
I'm also worried about people being uncompassionate, cruel or mean -- maybe provoked by me being in my power chair and not being able to see why just by looking at me.
I"m just really freaking out a lot. I've been wanting to do this for so long, but there are a lot of potential issues I know I will have to get through. Any words of encouragement or advice would be very appreciated. Thank you. I'm sorry this is so long.
Beth
I'm sorry -- I hope I can write this in a way that you understand me. I've posted in the past about my various disabilities (not all of them) but now our trip is actually 8 days a way and not just something I'm planning on "hopefully soon". I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, Complex PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Anorexia, Sensory Integration difficulties, severe POTS and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome along with several other chronic illnesses, mostly diagnosed within the last year -- some still being figured out.
WIth my DID I have a ton of child parts, and dealing with me much of the time is like interacting with a four year old. I am an adult -- I'm married and have a service dog who is coming with us to WDW, but emotionally, I am most frequently a small "child" in horrific flashbacks. In fact, over the past year or more I've had a terrible problem with spontaneous vomiting from my flashbacks, often in the car, and this is one of my concerns about Disney World.
I use a power wheelchair -- though I just got it and am really a novice in using it and knowing about it. But walking at all, even more so in the heat is virtually impossible with my POTS. I even get heart attack type symptoms if I am also carrying an item are exerting extra energy, so the wc is a total necessity. My doctor told me one thing to do besides what I already am, is to bring salt tablets, drink fluids non-stop, and salt all my food (POTS is usually due to very low blood volume.)
But I'm just stressing out over all -- a cumulative effect of all these things, especially all my anxiety related disorders. I'm worried about the heat, I"m worried about our constant flashbacks and making sure I can make it, going throughout the parks. We'll be there for two weeks -- May 29-June 11.
I'm sure my husband will be of some help and my service dog too. But I haven't taken my service dog on this taxing of a trip before -- and while I can't do it without bringing him with me, I'm also concerned about his overheating and fatigue too.
I'm also worried about people being uncompassionate, cruel or mean -- maybe provoked by me being in my power chair and not being able to see why just by looking at me.
I"m just really freaking out a lot. I've been wanting to do this for so long, but there are a lot of potential issues I know I will have to get through. Any words of encouragement or advice would be very appreciated. Thank you. I'm sorry this is so long.
Beth