Jen's Journal.....Baby Steps to a new me

[Blueeyes101817]

guys, i just wanted to say thank you so much for putting up with me lately--i was so out of it..
now i am back on...just got to everyones journals, going back to curves, trying to eat better..
i did okay today,,been sick again,,going to the dr tomorrow--
hope everyone has a great weekend

 

[sarahsmom73]

Glad to see you back! We'll put with you anytime!

Happpy Friday!

 

[DisneyEnthusiastic]

Have a great weekend Jen...hope you feel better! We're here when you need us!

Take care!

 

[sarahsmom73]

Just checking in!

 

[toystoryduo]

Hi Jen,

Stopping by to say hi and to see how you are feeling. Have a great weekend!

 

[Tasha+Scott]

Hi, Jen! Hope you are feeling better today! I know you are also waiting anxiously to see who won this week's challenge for the WPASADI...good luck!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Hi Everyone--hope you are all having a great weekend!! I am doing my homework (stupid college) anxiously awaiting spring break , which starts next friday!!!!! then i think im going to lay down and try t nap..i dont feel sick, i just dont feel right..does that make sense?
My brother is going on base tonight to see our friend, and he is getting me an air force swweatshirt that i can wear while steve is away..

Tasha--good luck to you too! i look forward to reading what the judges said...
i have a feeling ill be voted out this week--im so not creative enough for the individual challenge haha

have a great weekend!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

so i am half asleep and an infomercial came on....it was for billy banks bootcamp videos--does anyone have these? do you like them

 

[Blueeyes101817]

***Warning--me venting ahead!!***turn back now haha

I know i have said this before , but i am getting so incredibly tired of the guys around here...I have been single entirely too long ,and because im so shy and hate approaching people, i will be single for the rest of my life. Every guy i meet at school drinks alll the time, are completely rude, and have one thing on their mind ..and im just sooo tired of it ..here i sit, on a saturday night,,,eating pretzels in my pjs at 730...
one of my friends is going to get engaged sometime in the near future--i love her and am so happy for her,,and the boyfriend is so nice,,but then it makes me feel worse..
where am i going to meet a nice, normal guy when i am so shy...
plus the ex boyfriend has to rub in that he is in a serious relationship..

okay i am so sorry...i had to write it out, i feel better now, so just ignore Thanks!

 

[sarahsmom73]

Jen
You are in a different place than most of the guys around... I know it must be really hard especially when you see things happening with friends... You need to know that who ever gets you will be the luckiest guy in the world. You are young, beautiful, and mature young woman who has a lot going for her!!!

You will find him!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

jen..thanks! i PMed ya!

today was a better day--was my best friends bday, so i hung out with her and her family..now im working on my challenge for the community board comp..but shhh tasha is on the OPPOSING teAm! good luck
hope everyone had a great weekend!

 

[CarolA]

If it makes you feel any better. I had LOTS of friends who "hooked" up in college. And then later I had lots of friends who were divorced and single moms. School is not always the best place to find Mr. Right/ (I shudder to think what my life would have been liked had I married the guys I dated in school!) YIKES!

 

[sarahsmom73]

Happy Monday Jen~!

 

[DisneyEnthusiastic]

Hey Jen! I know you said you have thyroid problems..is yours over or underactive? Just curious...I went to the dr. today to get back on my medication...I went off last year...I know it was bad of me...but I'm taking care of it now.

Have a great Monday and good luck with your competition!

Gail

 

[Blueeyes101817]

thanks guys--im so sorry im complaining about stupid stuff as guys hahah

gail-i have no thyroid..half removed hwen i was 8..anotehr surgery at 15...it was both under and over at times--very odd!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

well i have been completely not exercising ..i think about it , but just cannot get motivated..i dont know whats wrong with me..tomorrow i AM going to curves..and i WILL start eating better...i need to look at these countdowns and realize what i want to look like for these trips..i wish i could just get the junk out of this house, but i cant with my brother..err what a pain..hope you guys have a great week!

 

[Strings]

Jen,

First never apologize for using your journal to vent your frustrations. That is what it is here for. You are a beautiful, intelligent, and caring woman. You will find that right guy. I remember when all my friends were getting engaged, it was a hard time for me. Just know that you aren't alone.

You'll get back Curves, and you'll feel better for it.

Take care,
Beth

 

[Princess Michelle]

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[sarahsmom73]

It is so hard to get motivated this time of year! We are all sick of winter and are looking forward to spring! Try to do something nice for yourself! You deserve it!!!

 

[jay-nee]

I agree with CarolA, the guys you meet in college are a waste of space. Be patient and you will find Mr Right and it will be right. I know it's hard now, but you have us! Don't let ex-boyfriend get you down, not worth it and you know it!

So, have you been back to Curves lately? Just do it Kiddo! The endorphins will help kick that mood into high gear!

Have a happy Tuesday!