Hi guys!
Nancy - fantastic on your losses.
Hmmm. My cousin passed away. To make a very long story short - he checked out of life a long time ago. He's the same age as me but has been an alcoholic (drugs?) since his teens. And started to avoid all of us many years ago. I've continued to ask about him over the years - where he just seemed to "disappear" from others' minds which pisses me off and brings up a lot for me. I have always wondered if my pedophile uncle - who got around - abused him as he babysat them - isn't he precious - even though it was the other side of the family. Sighing. I asked directly if it was suicide to my father but he didn't know. I want to put the effin' laughing icon here - the elephants that sit in all our rooms.
Anyway, I'm just sad. I certainly didn't have an adult relationship with him. But our family was always together as a group - you know like 30 for Christmas.

. Those days. His brother was just up and stopped in three weeks ago and I asked about him - he was just frustrated with him and their relationship.
I don't know where empathy and compassion is in this world. People aren't born wanting to check out of life. Why does no one seem to understand that?
Anyway, I could talk all night. I was just over on the CB where a poor mother is in a situation where her BIL is a pedophile yet her husband thinks it's okay to live on the same land as is M and F and pedophile brother.
And on other lovely news. The G8 and G20 are here momentarily. The first in cottage country. The second smack dab in downtown where it looks like the friggin' Indy.

Fences are up everywhere. Close to one billion buckaroos for security alone! I know face to face time is important but these leaders need to get a Skype tutorial. Really. People are dying -struggling and one billion dollars for security alone.
Our PM - God love him

- commissioned a fake lake for those who couldn't get up to cottage country.

We are the land of REAL lakes. So many. We're on a lake. Four of the five Great Lakes make our border in Ontario. Wackos.
Fertilizer is missing. Bricks are hidden like Easter eggs. Pray for us.
Oh Lord - aren't I a bundle of fun? Death, pedophiles and missing fertilizer.
So sighing.
Where the he!! is Erika?

