I just had my "turnaround" moment on Friday and started a new life! I was at McD's with my 4 y/o and her friend. They were playing in the playset and they both started crying. They were up there all afraid and wouldn't move. I was devastated. I knew I couldn't get up there. I had to ask a "skinny lady" to help me get them down. I was so embarrassed! I decided from that moment on, I would lose this weight! I have tried more times than I want to admit and I always fail. I feel differently this time, so I think this will be the final time I "diet". I joined e-diets and am following their plan. I have worked out both Sat and Sun and my goal is to work out every day until April 8 when we leave for Spring Break in Williamsburg. I need all the support I can get! This board seems wonderful and I found it just in time!