i need a hug.

[Cassidy]

i have this problem, you see, when i throw my old clothes out, i feel extremely guilty because my dad spent tons of money on them, and he is struggling to help our family because his business isnt going so well.
and, i always feel guilty when i drink the last of the lemonade because my dad always wants some right after i drink up the last little bit.
i dont feel this way with my mom.
i only feel this way with my dad.
its just that, he smokes, and he could drop dead at any second.
i know my mom could too, but my dad has a bigger chance of it because he smokes non-stop.
its scary, knowing that i could be living without a dad at any second.
im scared of that moment.
and im in tears right now
also, i hate it when i make my dad angry, and i fire back stupid comments and stuff.
because, what if my dad dies, and the last moments we spent together, was us fighting and stuff?

 

[StitchfansJr]

1. About the clothes thing give them to charity
2. I know what you mean about your dad. My dad is the same way. He smokes a lot.
3.

 

[Cassidy]

1. About the clothes thing give them to charity
2. I know what you mean about your dad. My dad is the same way. He smokes a lot.
3.

i do give them to charity.
but at the charity place we give them to, you still have to pay to get them.
its stupid.

 

[CastawayJ]

 

[Tinkerbell424]

it's a scary thought. but you need to think positive. try not to jump on your dads back when he says things that gets you mad.

if you ever want to vent my pm box is always open. :]

 

[KitKat_Tink]

i've pretty much disowned my dad due to stuff he did...

But your clothes if you don't wanna give them away you can re fashion them...that is if your handy with a needle and thread or sewing mashine....

 

[BabyPiglet]

Calm down, hon.

 

[daddysgirl12]

i know how you feel (kinda it was my granddad)
he did from a lung cancer you get from smoking.
just you need to never smoke he will be glad knowing that you will never put yourself in the position he is in.

my pm box is always open

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

 

[MrsSparrow..]

i know how you feel (kinda it was my granddad)
he did from a lung cancer you get from smoking.

Ditto.
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Thats why I made the decision that I will never smoke, because I saw the regret that he had in his eyes before he died. My other granddad (who is basically like my dad) smoked from like the age of 14 until he was about 50-something and he's alive and healthy.

You just need to make your own choices in life and try not to live in fear of death. It's a fact of life that is unfortunately unvoidable and a destination we will all have to go through.

Just treasure the time you spend with your parents and family. Most importantly, don't live in fear of their death. They wouldn't want you to worry!

PM me sometime if you wanna chat

 

[TinkerTracy]

Aw I'm sorry.

 

[katz_r_awsum]

Awwww Im real sorry

 

[rock.my.socks]

aw, im sorry