Ehh.. =\

[MuskratSusie]

hi everyone, its me Jan. I just wanted to say that i feel a bit depressed about some stuff.. and i've got a lot on my mind.

1. It feels like I have no more friends anymore (in real).

2. I've been keeping a lot of stuff to myself (bad things.. and I wish to not really talk about them).

3. I don't really know who to go to and talk to them about these things.

4. I don't feel connected to the church I'm at with youth group there and stuff.

5. People seem to push me away and then they don't care about me.

I just told my mom that it feels like i have no more friends anymore.
I'm very depressed about all this.
I've broken down and cried, and I do.
And a lot of the things that have been bad are things that have been happening while I'm online.
I get scared to tell anybody about it..
because idk if I can trust them or not.

I just wanted to let this out..
there's more thats on my mind..
and Idk how to say it. :/
I just had to get some of this off my chest b/c
its been killing me..
This just all sucks really bad.​

 

[amloveaffair]

The thing about having friends is, it's better to have a few close ones than a bunch of them. I'm sure you have at least one good one! Try writing it in a journal. Online or a real one. Personally I get my feelings better out typing so I use www.livejournal.com. Ask your Parents about going to a therapist if you feel you really have no one to talk to. Try and talk to your Mom about it though. Just tell her to listen because it's important to you and just let it all out. Cry if you have to. Even if you don't get anything solved right away, you'll feel better. If you want to, you can PM or IM me!

 

[AmandaSparks730]

I know how you feel sometimes!

PM box is waaayyy open if you wanna talk!

 

[Beach Bum]

Jan , I don't know you at all but I would just like to encourage you to continue this conversation with your mom and tell her that it is very important for her to listen to you because what is going on in your life is hurting you. I don't know a mom that would want their daughter to hurt every so I would imagine she would really listen to you. get it all off your chest to her and even cry you feel like you need to cry. Moms are wonderful for all of that. That is my support to you right now. Go back to your mom. Also keep listening to that great music. =)

Maddie

 

[Cassidy]

Theres ALWAYS one person that cares deeply for you.

I was in the same situation not so long ago.
But then my friend Joy told me I was her "Bff" and it made me feel really good.


Theres ALWAYS one person thats your friend.

You just gotta find that person.

 

[Tinkerbell424]

My PM box is always open!
:]

I know how you feel though. But there is always ONE person out there that you can trust. Whether it be your mom, a teacher, a counselor, or even a journal..You can't hold it all in because one day it will ALL unlatch..Hope you feel better,

 

[goofyandplutoluver]

 

[shellybellypolo]

I feel in the same situation as you are.
So my PM box is open if you wanna vent together.

 

[MuskratSusie]

The thing about having friends is, it's better to have a few close ones than a bunch of them. I'm sure you have at least one good one! Try writing it in a journal. Online or a real one. Personally I get my feelings better out typing so I use www.livejournal.com. Ask your Parents about going to a therapist if you feel you really have no one to talk to. Try and talk to your Mom about it though. Just tell her to listen because it's important to you and just let it all out. Cry if you have to. Even if you don't get anything solved right away, you'll feel better. If you want to, you can PM or IM me!

Thanks for the reply. I'll look into that website, it looks pretty good. I did have a very long talk with my dad tonight on the same thing and I broke down into tears a little bit. There's still more I have to say but I just am scared and I don't know how to say it to anyone at all.. not even my parents. But, thanks you so much for the reply.​

I know how you feel sometimes!

PM box is waaayyy open if you wanna talk!

Thanks so much for the reply. I'll PM you if I wanna talk about anything! ​

Jan , I don't know you at all but I would just like to encourage you to continue this conversation with your mom and tell her that it is very important for her to listen to you because what is going on in your life is hurting you. I don't know a mom that would want their daughter to hurt every so I would imagine she would really listen to you. get it all off your chest to her and even cry you feel like you need to cry. Moms are wonderful for all of that. That is my support to you right now. Go back to your mom. Also keep listening to that great music. =)

Maddie

I talked to my dad and I cried a little. Because, it hurts. We talked for a long time tonight. Then he told my mom what we talked about and so yeah.. Thanks for the reply to this! I'm listening to that great music right now. ​

Theres ALWAYS one person that cares deeply for you.

I was in the same situation not so long ago.
But then my friend Joy told me I was her "Bff" and it made me feel really good.


Theres ALWAYS one person thats your friend.

You just gotta find that person.

Thanks for saying that. I know that now, and I'm trying to be a friend to people I know. Its just difficult and it takes time. Thanks for replying to this. ​

My PM box is always open!
:]

I know how you feel though. But there is always ONE person out there that you can trust. Whether it be your mom, a teacher, a counselor, or even a journal..You can't hold it all in because one day it will ALL unlatch..Hope you feel better,

Thanks for the reply!
I know it'll eventually all come out sooner or later.
I'm trying to be friends with others, its taking time. But thats okay. ​

 

[MuskratSusie]

I feel in the same situation as you are.
So my PM box is open if you wanna vent together.

Thanks, I wouldn't mind doing that.
I'll have to PM you tomorrow, I'm off to bed.
​

 

[DisneyCheshire]

Awe man..I'm sorry, but like others say there's always a friend out there for you[;
I've had the same issues. PM me

DC

 

[disneydance]

I'm sorry to hear this I've kinda felt the first way on the first one in someways one of my closest friends isnt even answering any of texts anymore she always tells me what is bad about me and what I try to ask her what shes mad about or something she says nothing. It makes very sad and makes cry. I've also been keeping alot of things to myself lately and I just dont feel like I can trust anyone(In real life) I posted a few things on the dis here a few days ago and it helped a little... If you need to PM anyone about any of things I know I dont know you very well but I'm always here for you and can keep anything confidental for you . I tottlally understand how you feel you dont know who to talk about things I have one friend who I can trust and shes been in Florida for a month and doesnt get back till the 23. I also dont feel connected at church I know barely anyone especially since I just moved up to high school and feel very awkward. I know its really hard and all have you gone to any events or anything. I know at my church its kinda hard to because they have so many events going on this Summer and I cant go to any of them due to a dance commitment. . I also feel like my friends dont care about me yesterday I tried telling my best friend I think Chloe hates me and she was like yeah right. I was thinking I'm smarter than Chloe may think I am. If you need anyone to talk to I'm there for you I think I've been going to similiar things and sometimes its good to talk to someone who will listen. Feel welcome to PM me and Katie.