I have been OK the past couple of days. I've been journaling everything and have only used 5 of my flex points each day. I'm not eating totally healthy but I'm staying within my points. I am totally PMSy this week and my allergies are KILLING me so I'm completely miserable and grouchy! I just don't really care about my plan right now. I don't feel like I'm working it the way I should be. It's more like I'm going through the motions which is annoying because I don't think I benefit from that. I just need to turn my mood around but I really don't see that happening for a few more days.
Ever feel like you just don't want to be a grown-up today? I don't feel like working. I don't feel like grocery shopping. I don't feel like planning my menu. I don't feel like working on my budget. I don't feel like cleaning the house. I don't want to be responsible for anything. I want to go home, take a nap and then get up and have a dinner that I didn't pick, don't have to cook and don't have to clean up after. That's why I don't feel like I'm working my plan right now. I don't have any menus planned and it's hard for me to cook when I don't have dinner pre-planned. So I'm still planning out my meals but they aren't as healthy as I would like them to be. I'm not doing cheeseburgers and fries but I also haven't had a veggie or fruit in like 3 days.
I'm also on a snacky kick. I ate 6 chocolate-covered almonds today and had a bag of my fruit snacks which is 4.5 pts. Add that to the totally unnecessary Taco Bell Beef Taco I had WITH my lunch (like I really needed that) and the birthday cake from my co-worker's b-day celebration and I will be over 10 pts. by the end of the day! 
What's wrong with me? Why am I acting like this?? I'm really proud of my progress to date. I can totally see the difference in my face and the way my clothes and jewelry fit. My wedding ring slides right off and on my finger now with no problem whereas 2 months ago, I could only get it off with soap and water. I think I just need some motivation but I can't think of anything that will provide that. Help!!
Ever feel like you just don't want to be a grown-up today? I don't feel like working. I don't feel like grocery shopping. I don't feel like planning my menu. I don't feel like working on my budget. I don't feel like cleaning the house. I don't want to be responsible for anything. I want to go home, take a nap and then get up and have a dinner that I didn't pick, don't have to cook and don't have to clean up after. That's why I don't feel like I'm working my plan right now. I don't have any menus planned and it's hard for me to cook when I don't have dinner pre-planned. So I'm still planning out my meals but they aren't as healthy as I would like them to be. I'm not doing cheeseburgers and fries but I also haven't had a veggie or fruit in like 3 days.
I'm also on a snacky kick. I ate 6 chocolate-covered almonds today and had a bag of my fruit snacks which is 4.5 pts. Add that to the totally unnecessary Taco Bell Beef Taco I had WITH my lunch (like I really needed that) and the birthday cake from my co-worker's b-day celebration and I will be over 10 pts. by the end of the day! What's wrong with me? Why am I acting like this?? I'm really proud of my progress to date. I can totally see the difference in my face and the way my clothes and jewelry fit. My wedding ring slides right off and on my finger now with no problem whereas 2 months ago, I could only get it off with soap and water. I think I just need some motivation but I can't think of anything that will provide that. Help!!
