somehow I was drawn to the boards and to do a search for your posts. I guess there are angels that guide us through the day and mine brought me here.
I know the loss of a pet - family member really - can be so hard. It took me months to get over my Shadows and I still tear up with I think of her. It is 6:15 am here Thursday and thankfully no morning makeup has been applied since it all would have been washed away by now.
We all do what is best those we love, in the end knowing we'll ease their suffering makes it just a tiny bit easier to let them go.
I'm glad you have a new little one in your life now, the baby is beautiful and he'll keep both you and Marie quite busy.
My prayers for Doc, he's running, pain free now and with all those who will play with him until you and he meet up again.
Take care
denise