I remember the first time (the only other time!) when I dropped 50 pounds off. After I lost most of it, I had to take a company bus ride across town. The bus was packed with fellow employees by the time I got on, so I had to sit way in the back. I remember finally feeling confident as I walked down that bus aisle, past all my co-workers, knowing that they weren't looking or seeing my fat. I had so much self confidence. It was so worth every "treat" I had passed on. I want that feeling back. Not feeling self conscious when I walk into meetings. Not feeling self conscious when I stand in the grocery line as the checker "judges" what I'm buying to eat. How 'bout you? What do you want back?