Well, it seems to be over for now. I had my third period class for about five minutes. I've never seen kids switch classes so quietly before.
Thank you all for keeping me company. I normally try not to talk about the negetive things in my school. There's already enough negative stuff out there about urban schools, I try not to add more. I just had to have a way to get it out today though. When I started the thread I honestly thought that the lockdown would be about something silly like a problem in the bathroom. I have to say that most of my kids are wonderful. Those that aren't are usually in need of some serious help. I can't imagine living through some of the things that have happened to my kids and I don't blame some of them for their behavior.
In the ten years that I've been teaching, I've only felt threatened once. I had a kid threaten to beat me up. Instantly there was a wall of boys in front of me basically telling him that if he wanted me he'd have to go through them. That was the only day I've ever cried in class. I was so moved by the fact that these kids were willing to put themselves in danger to protect me. There's this weird line drawn with a lot of our kids. Some of them have no problem cussing us out but won't let someone else disrespect their teacher.