Azure I think one of the reasons is that you told people you could not be on VMK anymore. Then you posted under another Dis name. I know you do not want to share your problems on the wide forum. But we are not sure. 1. Are you still playing. 2. Are your parents or guardians allowing you to play or have they told you no more until your grades improve. 3. You decide not to play but are having a difficulty staying away. I would be willing to help you but we need to know the truth. If you really can't play until you do better in school I would be willing to help so you have a reward waiting for when you get back. But posting under another name just confuses people. If you would like to respond to this in a PM I am very good at listening, and know how hard it can be to be a teenager. Life can get so confusing so if you need a friend please let me know. I am willing to help and listen.