winkers
<font color=blue>I was stuck in that position and
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Thanks everyone for your prayers and support!
I had a few good crying sessions last night and today so I'm feeling a little better. I tend to hold it all inside untill I can't stand it anymore and then I bawl for hours. I come from a long line of women with the maryter syndrome.:
Having surgery realy freaks me out because my mom never woke up after her last surgery. It's a totaly irrational fear....I get that logicaly but it still terrifies me. So if I seem a mess between now and whenever the pain killers wear off, you'll know why.
I had a few good crying sessions last night and today so I'm feeling a little better. I tend to hold it all inside untill I can't stand it anymore and then I bawl for hours. I come from a long line of women with the maryter syndrome.:

Having surgery realy freaks me out because my mom never woke up after her last surgery. It's a totaly irrational fear....I get that logicaly but it still terrifies me. So if I seem a mess between now and whenever the pain killers wear off, you'll know why.
