Anyone Else Ever Feel Like This?

[AmandaSparks730]

*snort* Like anyone's gonna read this but...whatever.

Has anyone else ever felt this way?

Like, watching someone else, and you're like "I wish I were them".

I get that way a lot.

Like, watching happy couples together. I've always been like "I want that", ever since I was a little girl.

Today, we went to the mall, my mom and I. I kept seeing couples hand-in-hand (at at the movies last night, too). I kept thinking "I had that once...kind of". See, I never got to be like that with my (ex) girlfriend. It's not that I was embarrassed of our relationship, but that we didn't want to rush it in school. (I also couldn't have my parents find out). We broke up all too soon after that. Our first (and only) date together, we didn't really even do anything!

I can't help but to think "I wish I had a boyfriend/girlfriend" sometimes. I get really lonely (as an only child). I've gone through a LOT since this time last year, and I just want someone who'll let me cry on their shoulder, to dry my tears away and tell me it's gonna be okay.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I mean, I can't stop thinking about *insert name that y'all know here* and it's been driving me crazy. I haven't felt this way about a guy in a LONG time, if not never.

Can...anyone else relate?

(Why did I bother with this thread?)

 

[OneTreeHill]

Awww. I'm so sorry. If you wanna talk, I'm here for you. :]

But yes, I feel that way sometimes. Like with the seeing the couples thing. Yup, I feel like that too.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Almost everyday.
I want that.
And I find it more frustrating when I find someone ... I'd like to have that with...
But yeah, it's not mutual.

I want a relationship, it's the only thing I've really wanted in a long time.
I'm sick of just being friends.

 

[DisneyCheshire]

Mmm..Wow I've been feeling the same since like 7th grade. You know, you just want someone to cuddle with and keep you safe and warm? I'm pretty sure you're not the only one who wants to be in a relationship with someone who'll be there for you.

DC

 

[Tinkerbell424]

Amanda, first off
I feel the exact same way!

I'm single and I'm pretty much dedicated to being single. I need to focus on school this year and community service hours because it's my dream to get into Penn State University. I need all of the extra time I can get to make it there.

But when I go to the mall, movies, school, anywhere and I see people holding hands I'm just like "I wish I had someone there".

I have this problem of letting people in. I'm always afraid I'll get hurt, especially after my last two ex's... I'm not the greatest girlfriend in the world since I'm SO insecure and just afraid of getting hurt and hurting them.

to you again.

 

[Babyjustrun]

People always say relationships aren't necessary that you can live without them....
But you know what?
I'm single, and I'm not loving it.
I dislike it very much.

 

[KitKat_Tink]

I can uterly relate.

But its more I want What SHE Has...becasue i really really really like my best friends boyfriend (Bad i know)

I envy how they get to hold hands and snuggle I want that so bad...So much i cry sometimes

 

[AmandaSparks730]

People always say relationships aren't necessary that you can live without them....
But you know what?
I'm single, and I'm not loving it.
I dislike it very much.

That's what everyone always tells me.

"You don't need a guy/girl to be happy! Be single and proud!"

Well, I'm sick of single.

I'm sick of people hating me for how I look.

I'm sick of not being able to get a relationship.

I'm sick of it all.

And being away from the two people who I currently love most in this world is really hurting me!

 

[DisneyCheshire]

People always say relationships aren't necessary that you can live without them....
But you know what?
I'm single, and I'm not loving it.
I dislike it very much.

Wow yah..I mean I haven't dated since my 6th grade escapade..Now I'm in 9th and I can't handle being single. You can't live without someone there for you. It's inhumane...

DC

 

[inlalaland]

Don't worry, everybody feels that way at some point! I've never been in a serious relationship before and probably won't for a while, but yes I do feel like that a lot. I see couples like you were describing and it's just like...sigh. Really kind of an empty sort of feeling, you know?

Damn hormones!
Anyway, more s. I'm sure we'll all find our happiness soon enough!

 

[Babyjustrun]

Wow yah..I mean I haven't dated since my 6th grade escapade..Now I'm in 9th and I can't handle being single. You can't live without someone there for you. It's inhumane...

DC

Like, yes I can exist and be semi-happy without a guy...
But I'd be that much more happy with someone to be cute with.
I probably wouldn't have such random highs and then be low for a long time.
I don't stay happy for long.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

I hope we all do...

Find someone, I mean.

Of course, the ONE person who actually LIKES me like that lives away from me, and we can't date!

And I'm, ironically, the only person who likes HIM.

Life isn't fair

 

[Babyjustrun]

I can't find a guy who likes me.
I have yet to.
There's a chance a guy did, but I mean, I never looked at him that way.
Ah welll....
I dislike the summer, I don't see people, so the likliehood of relationships just goes down.

 

[::Snow_White::]

I'm sorry Meaghan.

I feel that way occasionally.
I try to not let it bother me.
I've been single my whole life and very happy with it.
But sometimes I do get lonely and feel that way.

 

[DisneyCheshire]

I hope we all do...

Find someone, I mean.

Of course, the ONE person who actually LIKES me like that lives away from me, and we can't date!

And I'm, ironically, the only person who likes HIM.

Life isn't fair

Maybe one day you'll get to go to his place and go on a date. Try to hook something up. I mean if he's the only one who likes you and you're the only one that like him...Maybe your parents might be cool enough to let you guys go on a date o.o

DC

 

[AmandaSparks730]

There are like, zero guys in honors (and one of them is gay so...yeah...no chance!) Therefore, I meet no one new.

And thus, this brings me to Meg's Nonexistant Love Life.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

He lives in a whole other state D:

Like, more than 100 miles away. More like 1000 miles or something like that.

My parents WOULD let me date, and he and I would probably love to date, but he doesn't want to start a long-distance relationship with me.

And if he's reading this now...

I'm sooooooo dead lol.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I'm not going to meet anyone new next year.
Well semi-new.
Like people I know of, but never spoke to.
And some random Juniors.
I just want some of my old guy friends to still talk to me...
We haven't spoken all s ummer.

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

Oh wow, all the time.
Its when i see that cute romanic movie i want it even more.
But the thing is, i can't find anyone like that.
And i think i'm too young to even find someone like that.

 

[DisneyCheshire]

I'm not going to meet anyone new next year.
Well semi-new.
Like people I know of, but never spoke to.
And some random Juniors.
I just want some of my old guy friends to still talk to me...
We haven't spoken all s ummer.

Same here. None of my friends have even stayed at my house this summer..Which is odd. The only time I see my friends is at the beach..Which only my gay friends go to o.o

So I have like nothing to do this summer other than swimming and computer..

DC