Another upset and a moan

[crabbie1]

Iv been awake since 430 again thinking what else could go wrong for my family. Thanks for the birthday wishes. Unfortunatley I had to cancel my night away in a thatched hotel in stratford as my baby siamese Kiara had a brain haemorrage on saturday morning she was only 5. After loosing dave all the hassel with virgin and not going to florida anyway etc etc it really does feel like iv upset someone. I hate feeling sorry for myself but I do at the moment.
Trying to think positive is quite hard at the moment but in my profession I see people who are a lot worse off.
Anyway to all those tht supported me with the battle I had with VA Im sending pixie dust . I am hoping now that for the rest of the year my luck changes a little.
Im now left trying to comfort my other siamese herbie if you remember i nearly lost last year due to a rare blood disorder. Siamese as they say are joined at the hip and kiara certainly was.
Va sent me vouchers which is great but was informed yesterday i cant do m+m. So hv to pay full.After whats happened I dont think I will be using them again . Does anyone know how I can spend nearly 20000 miles other than m+m i hv asked on the main forum and VA site tends to concentrate on spending them on flights