In 1998, before dd started school, I was 208 lbs. I didn't want to be the 'fat-mom' so I dieted and exercised my way down to 120 lbs before she started school. That was WAY too thin. I became a fitness instructor, quit smoking, had ds and maintained 135 lbs. Weirdly enough, after 9/11 terrorist attacks, I started having anxiety attacks and gaining weight. The change in the Universe hit me hard....in the hips, thighs and butt. I went on 'happy pills' for the anxiety and gained even more weight. I gained 100lbs! I still teach the occasional fitness class, love my YOGA and healing classes! I want to lose the weight because my dad died 2.5 years ago of a heart attack...he was only 60 years old! I gained a lot of weight after he died too. So now I'm on the treadmill 30 minutes a day, eliminated some fat and sugar from my meals and drink more water. I'm starting to reno my house too, cut off 18 inches of hair and dyed in RED! Everything is being RENOed! heeheehee! Blessings, Sandra