Hi I seem to be having a few problems at the moment. I will try and explain without going on and on and on As everyone knows I am Aux Nurse and I am not sure whether to stay nursing or change careers. I went into my Ward Managers office yesterday and said that I wanted to hand in my notice. Her face dropped and I felt guilty. I back tracked what I said and wimped out totally. I ended up saying that it was Bruce's job that I needed to quit for so I could join flexi bank full time. However, I also ended up getting flustered and saying that I wanted to go full time I said I wanted full time nights, but meant permenant nights. I then felt stupid and didnt want to correct myself. I phoned this morning and left a message with the Charge nurse that I meant part-time permenant nights. My dh wants me to quit anyway, because of the hours and flexi bank would be ideal for our family life. I cant seem to be able to quit. I feel sick to the stomach all the time and I hardly slept at all for the last two days worrying about handing in my notice. I dont want to dissapoint my work friends who has pleaded with me for the last few days to not quit and to stay. I just want people to think its totally out of my control why I am quitting. So I dont upset anyone. This sounds so silly writing this right now, but I am a total wimp. Bruce also wants to move to Canada when he qualifies .Is there any point me training to be a nurse if I am leaving all the policies are different. My qualifications will not be recognised. This idea I am hoping is a pipe dream. My question is, why is it so hard to just hand in my notice?