I know you all are sick of these threads, but I need to vent ASAP. First of all, I'm over-stressed. My Chemistry grades are slipping, and it's only October. I cannot, CANNOT fail out of another honors class. I've gone for after-school help, but I'm getting nowhere fast. My best friend is a bit depressed, because of the recent death of her grandfather. I'm trying to help her, but how can I pull her together if I can't pull myself together first? Other relationship (or post-relationship) problems are stressing me majorly. I hate how with my past two relationships, it ended with a fight, and things were screwed up after it. Obviously, I can't hold down a decent relationship. My surgury in a few weeks. Enough said. My daily stress level ranges from 5-10. Never below. My classes at school are somewhat stressful. My dad is...ugh. All he does is stomp around coughing and swearing...always mad at the bills, mom, me, etc. I'm also slightly depressed. I've been having problems lately. Whenever I'm in a mall, Target, any other bright place, I nearly black out. It starts out fine, then everything seems...distant. My mind starts swirling. I almost pass out, sometimes. Also, at home, I'll be fine, just laying on my bed. Then my eyes start to close. I can't keep myself awake until I'm doing something else. Not many things can make me happy anymore. I cry almost every day, over the smallest, stupidest things. I have a lack of focus this year, and for some reason, my drive in school has gone wayyyy down. I fear for my life. I fear for my friends. I have nowhere to turn to. I hope I didn't waste any of your time.